little one

two little ones,....

2010-12-09T02:20:00.002+08:00

Since there is one more,...seems like i have longer things to type,...

gor gor J is down with influenza and have to be separated from mei mei,...
mei mei have been bunking in the living rm with mummy,..
gor gor have been waking up at night and demanding to go outside to sleep with mummy and mei mei,... which,... of cos,..lead to all the wailing and crying,...
Sorry gor gor,...!!!

Sweet gor gor,...rush out of the bed room and throw mei mei's beanie bag to mummy and ran back in to bed,...

Sweet gor gor have been gentle and sayang meimei,..so far,... he kept his distant if mummy says so ,...

gor gor is now 16.8kg,...as last measured ,...by dr lim.
mei mei is 3 kg,...

meimei went through the first week with a demanding night routine,..
its her second week of life now,..and she have settle well through the night for the second time,..

gor gor and padad,...ah ma,..get well soon so that mei mei can go and sleep together with gor gor,..and gor gor don't have to cry in the middle of the night in demand to go to the living rm,..

Little Jernice,...

2010-12-03T12:10:00.002+08:00

little jernice is checked to be inside her protection with low amniotic fluid,... therefore dr decided to induce her out the next day morning since she is full term

mummy don't like the idea as it is not chosen by jernice,....
early next morning on the 30th nov 5am, mummy felt contractions while sleeping and it is intense,...mummy wake daddy and called ah ma and ah kong over to take care of gor gor,...
mummy reached hos at 640am and was only 3-4cm.

by 815 doc arrived,... i am already 6-7cm,..
doc suggest i induce and the baby will be out in 30mins,...
i am induced,....and my water bag start to break,...
20mins later,...i am ready to push...
jernice is out,...at 916am,..

yet,....another sleepless night

2010-11-29T03:29:00.002+08:00

mummy was waking up every other hour,....making frequent slow trips to the toilet,.....

mummy also have her usual dose of strange vivid colorful dreams,..
hours ago,..mama dream of eating out in a restaurant (kopitiam style) with her papa and best friend ling,...what a weird combination,..!!! see,...Padad was not in the picture,....my mama is not in the picture,...Jayemos????

some how,...we got through the order and was already waiting for almost an hour plus for the food,...during the wait,...all these happen,..

1. across my view of the round table,...about 15metres away,..someone was playing ping pong,..the player miss the ball and the ball came shooting towards our table,..what to do??? hit back lor,.strangely enough,..it was in dreams where we have super powers,...the ball went right back to the owner,....i even cheered to myself in the dream.

2. after some time and some chit chat,..i turn my head to the left and found next to my table,...a lioness vs a cat,....i was too shocked and turn my head away just as the lion is about to do something to the cat,...
i turned my head back and found this old granny taking the kopitiam stool and hold it between the lioness and her grandchild,...the stool scared the lioness and the lioness shift her butt below our table,...i can even feel her furry butt on my legs,....you can imagine how quick i have raised my legs under the table,....

At this moment,...i began to feel that we have been waiting for the food for quite a long time,...i ask my old dad and ling,..have we made our orders yet??? after some thoughts,..yes,..we have,..i asked about our food,and the waiter who ordered our food told us that one of the dishes is not ready,..or even recommend us to chose other food...what is that dish???? Some wild dish,....crocodile or snake meat,....(when did i start to have a liking for this kind of food) the waiter den proceed to recommend us to go other places to dine,....he even bring us to the place,...imagine us walking off and into another restaurant,...he even took the menu and show it to us,...

i woke up,.glad to be back in reality,..with Jayemos and Padad next to me,....without eating anything (haiks) ,....as for the wild dishes,...(ewwwww!!!) Lioness,...cute,...i should have pat her in the dream,...its not like i can ever pat a real lion with my hands,..but at least my legs get to touch her butt,...i din even get a chance to scold the waiter for slow food service,....

The reluctant blue fish....

2010-11-27T23:38:00.011+08:00

Jayemos's first concert performance,....

Mummy and Padad heard children's noises coming from the corner and found the casts there,...
Jayemos spotted us and pointed at mummy,...."mummy"
Jayemos decided not to go back with the cast and even make fuss,..
There were glitters and yes,..eye shadow,...and lip stick,.... SEXY spandex suit,...
Mummy and Padad have to rush out,.. so that order and peace can be achieved,..

Second performance : Under the sea by the PG and N1,...
The blue fish,..second in line,..broke off and ran back to the mother fish,.. (expected!! from mummy and padad,...we both broke into laughter,.....)

The rest were stuck,...while the blue fish fight to stay back,...

The reluctant fish,.....fight back,..while the rest happily swam around,..

Finally,..back in safety,...

Still refusing to swim out,...no matter how much coaxing was given,.

In the end,..Jayemos enjoyed the rest of the concert with mummy and padad at the seats,..
^_^ .,...the concert ended beautifully,...all parents seems to be beaming with joy to see their little one on stage,..

dear Jayemos

2010-11-26T00:10:00.002+08:00

Gor Gor J,...

mummy is glad that you ate your dinner so well for the past few days,....usually you don't even wanna take the first bite,...

the night weather is good these few days,..however mummy suffers from insomnia and could only sleep for an hour or two in the afternoon,...

Gor gor J have started to show off that he too wants to make a choice,....
Padad ask J,...what Jayemos wants daddy to draw....Jayemos would say "hmmmmm,.............animals"

mummy ask J at the hopscotch mat,...choose a no. Jayemos,...Jayemos will say,.." hmmmmm,....5 and rush to jump onto 5,...

mummy ask J what he would like to see,..Jayemos would say,...hmmmmm,...Shapes,..

39 weeks,...and still going on,....

2010-11-24T03:17:00.002+08:00

if,...little princess is same as gor gor,.she should be out by 22 Nov,...that day pass by,...without any news,...

Dr Koh is saying a 50-50 chances on this week and also above 40weeks,... dilated alittle,..princess seems to be enjoying in the womb,..of course mummy would prefer to wait for the princess to be ready,...rather den induced,....Dr Koh says princess is small,..a 2.8plus to 3.0 at birth,..3kg to mama,..is HUGH,...
well Gor Gor is only a 2.6 at birth,..

So we are all set to go,..just waiting for the little princess to finish touching up to greet us,...the clothes are ready, changing station set up in place, refrigerators are set,...bottles and pumps are clean,..the labour bag is lying on the floor,....even the doorstep all washed down for the new entry in the house,..

blogging bout that,..daddy still owe mummy the mat to be washed,...

Gor Gor Jayemos loves his ah kong and ah ma,....and call them sweetly every day,...even back at home,...

Mummy is looking forward to changing Jayemos's Toys after Princess's arrival,..

the organ
the big remote car, the domino set (finally bought last week), the three thomas train sets, the two right brain connection sets, the fine motor skill training kit, the sand art, the chopstick, the fishing pond....etc etc,....

Mummy's backpain is becoming a nuisance in mummy's life,....it is constantly there,..like a tail,..and its a really big and aching one,..mummy can't sleep well at all,....carrying a heavy beach ball is prove to take a few shifting to turn from right to left side,...lying flatup is almost impossible,..

And so,... daddy and mummy finally "settle down" on a Chinese name for princess "Jernice"(a few months before birth),... "Zi Xuan"( two weeks before birth),.. after all the fight with Na and Ling,....

zǐ

purple

xuān

Hemerocallis flava

How come it seems much easily when thinking of "Jayemos" (formed after birth) and "Yi Bin" (a few months before birth)

翼

yì

wing

bīn

ornamental; refined

good night...and get well Gor Gor Jayemos

time out for Jayemos

2010-11-20T23:26:00.002+08:00

Gor gor Jayemos got his ever first time out away from home at west mall today,...
Mama felt sorry too,...cos,..it is abit late into jayemos's bed time and Jayemos probably is tired and that is why all the fuss at going against mama,.. (see,..Jayemos hardly go against mama,....)

Overall Jayemos is a well behaved toddler who would listen,..given time for him to think and have enough,...of cos not being confused by the different degree of discipline,..

Nevertheless,...distractions and loving touch is required at a certain degree,...

2010-11-18T21:57:00.002+08:00

Gor Gor Jayemos is now 95cm,...and weighs,... ????kg..
mei mei,..weighs about 2.8kg now,....
mama must hurry think of a chinese name for mei mei,..

2010-11-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

Jayemos,.....today mummy and padad attended your first performance at Nanyang Girls high. Capre diem Starlets have been working hard in practicing and rehearsing,....

Mummy and daddy finally get to see you in your costume,..kekekeke,...kakoii ne,...its a blue spandex material and your hat is a blue fish,...

mummy and daddy were there slightly after 2pm,..we followed the children's voices and found you with your chinese teacher,....she carried you and you spotted Mama,...you point and said "mama",...
You have glitters around your eyes and that looks like eye shadow and lip stick,..keekekek,..

You didn't want us to leave though,....cos you were needed by the teachers,..and started to fuss,.. ^_^

Your segment is Under the sea,...2nd performance from the start. Mummy and Padad stop you when the little fishes are suppose to be coming out in line,....one blue fish ,..second in line,..ran off back into the arms of the "mother fish" and reluctant to join in the line of little fishes,..around 4-5 of you though,....^_^ mummy is glad that you have your fishy hat on,..^_^
Teacher said coaxing you into the costume is real hard,...coaxing you to wear the hat,..is real problem,..teacher have to secretly keep your home clothes to make you wear the costume,.. ^_^

you were tired out,...at slept before 9pm,...rest well Jayemos,...my little blue fish,...so reluctant to swim into the sea,... ^_^

2010-11-10T21:43:00.002+08:00

mummy is proud of Jayemos when Jayemos say BYE BYE mummy,...SEE YOU,...during nap time,....when mummy have to leave house and ah ma is there to put him to sleep,....

Jayemos really loves to drink hot tea,...

Jayemos like his mos fish burger with ketchep,...

Jayemos loves onigiri,...

Jayemos took a bite on another toddler who disrupt and threaten his time with his playground wheels,...

2010-11-10T02:29:00.002+08:00

Gor Gor J visited maternal great grandmother's sister today,....
Jaye refuse to step into the house initially,...coaxed in by a sweet and he was making himself comfortable with the yan yan biscuits,...not long after,...5 year old gor gor came and introduced himself,...

5year old's card game: uno transformer card

void sign is called the entrance.,..
mummy is still figuring out in the first set of game.
So,.....he will always be the one making the first move, pick 2 cards that reveals one number bigger or lesser then the other,...
mummy, the opponent can't pick out the perfect match. So it was all picking up of 2 cards,..randomly,..and 5year old wins the game,.. taking turns stop at the last 2sets,..the last set of cards belongs to his,...even though he already pick up the previous set,..

5 year old decided to show little J his garden,....and was little J so interested,...
a little horsey game with padad and little J,...
hide and seek game,....was so interesting when we counted to 10 and he hide in front of us,....after the count of 10,...only little J could not find him,...

5year old Kaemon (now i remember his name) played monopoly with padad,...while little J spots the gor gor's container with toys inside,...
mummy ask of if mummy can open and see whats inside his treasure box,..and he proudly say treasure box of cos,..mummy open and ask if i can play some of the toys in the box and return it back into the treasure box after i have played,.and Kaemon said of cos i could,... Kaemon says he only play monopoly with big ppl,....little J was soon exploring Gor gor's toys,...

milk tricks with bao bao proofed to set little J dropping off Gor Gor's cars,...padad took this chance to put it back into the treasure box,...it was a smooth retreat,...Kaemon was told to play a fast game,..one cycle of the monopoly,..as we were leaving soon,...buying houses,..paying rent to padad was proof to be a little hurting for the 5year old,...

mummy's really gonna head back to sleepless sleep again,....the backache is climbing up the spin again,....mummy have to spread those aching evenly through,...

GoR Gor J,....hug,..mummy loves you,.....get well from your coughing soon,........

2010-11-08T21:59:00.002+08:00

Gor gor Jayemos,..

J went for his first concert rehearsal at Nanyang Girls High school today,....missed his nap,..and his bath,.....and his milk,....

mummy and ah ma wondered if the teachers have gotten J to put on the fish hat for the concert,....

mummy felt that mummy and daddy is having either higher behavior expectations or have exhausted ourselves cos mummy felt that mummy is not giving J much patience,.....so is daddy,.....
:( ,....

spilled water,..spilled milk,...eating his fingers,..throwing toys,..refusal to stand properly,..refusal to sleep,....kicking mummy and daddy,...wanting to walk his way,...refuse to let us hold his hand,...rolling in the toilet floor,...stepping on his poo poo,...refusing to eat,...smearing his oily hands over his hair,...smearing his dirty hands on mummy,....refuse to walk,...

so,..what is so tough about alllll these?????????????????????????

Gor gor Jayemos

2010-11-06T00:57:00.003+08:00

Happy Deepavali,...

Jayemos simply loves fishes,.....
He would demand to spend his time at the pet shop,..gazing,..poking and luring the fishes in their tank,..
Jayemos have started to give money issues after his "Coins, i want coins" for all the games at the arcade and shopping mall and the rocking mobiles at the shopping areas.
Jayemos enjoyed being in the sleepywrap,... ^_^ finally,..a wrap that i can use ,...of cos padad is the one getting all warm and cosy with him,...looking forward to wrapping the princess,...

Mummy hope little princess loves dressing up,..cos mummy can't do that with GorGorJ,.. GorGorJ is one that dislike to be changed,..wearing things on him means putting up a fight,...bye bye hats and caps,...bye bye watches,..socks and shoes,...

mummy loves munching ice and padad couldn't stop teaching J to sing the "mummy putt putt" song,...how irritating,.

i am 2 1/2 years old today

2010-11-02T11:19:00.004+08:00

Jayemos is 2 1/2 years old.
Mei mei is now 36weeks,...in mummy's tummy,..and weighs 2.7kg,..
the house is almost ready for mei mei,....
Jayemos did not say bye bye to mummy when mummy drops him to school,...
mummy says: "he just went in without turning back ^_^, which is a good thing,... it shows that everything about the school is fine for him."

Jayemos went to the zoo and the maze at jurong safra, missing his usual sleeping routine.

Jayemos is scared of the animals,..especially when we go near the horse and ponies.
Jayemos proudly shout out zebra, giraffe, rhino,...ostrich when we walk pass the animals he adore from his plastic friends back at home,....

Jayemos is performing in his school's end of year concert next week. Mummy and Padad are looking forward to seeing him on stage for the very first time.

Mummy hope that mei mei would come into the world very soon,....

Jayemos at 29 months

2010-10-02T02:04:00.003+08:00

Dear Jayemos,

in a few weeks time,.....there will be more love around the house,...

hohoho,...your baby sister here is a reallll "BIGGG" girl,..
mummy is scared from the week 30 and 1.78kg figure,.......

Pray that it will still be a natural """"""painless""""""" birth this time round....

you kissed your sister through the protection cover,...when we say "can you kiss mei mei?"

i remember your birth,....

its a sleepless night for mummy,....
mummy decided to skip work on 2 may 2008 for a stomach discomfort (it was around 5 in the morning)
mummy went to the polyclinic and the contractions were around 20mins apart,...
mummy could not tolerate the queue and walk off,....decided to go to dr koh later,...
mummy went to ah ma's house and it was already 10plus,.
mummy found the "show" ,... you are coming,...
mummy called daddy and we decided to meet at dr koh later that afternoon,....
it was already pass 4pm when we were called in to be checked,..contractions were around 5-10mins apart,..mummy's getting irritated,..
dr koh said mummy's 5cm dilated and you are engaged real low,..we have to be rush to the hospital and you will be out by 9pm
we have nothing prepared,...hopped into the cab and reach mount A,.it is ready 5plus,..
by the time the nurse got my clear my ***** and got me in the suit,..the delivery room is real cold and mummy dislike the things that is use to detect the contractions clinging on me,.
mummy stayed in the delivery room and the contractions were closer and closer,..more and more unbearable,...
god knows how it actually progress,...
mummy is masked on by the time the mid wife says its 8-9cm dilated,..
mummy asked for an epidural,..rejected,..cos its too late,..
asked for cesarean,..rejected ,..cos you are coming,.
9.5cm,...mid wife decided to call in the doctor,..
mummy hang dear life for the only comfort,....the gas,......pulled daddy's shirt from M to a XXL and was lamenting that the minute of contraction is coming,...relieved the next minute,....pulling daddy's shirt for the the alternate minute,...
doctor came in and mummy is ready to receieve you,..
you came out in a few pushes....
it is 9.20pm,..you were loud ,..
and its all over,..

by the time we were wheeled out,.....you were crying loudly,..it is already near 11 plus,..in the night,.
daddy went home to changed up,...
mummy breastfed you a few times that night.,....and you even gave mummy a smile,..

i wonder how will your little sister's birth be like,..?????

god bless us all,...

Jayemos at 26 months

2010-07-26T09:18:00.003+08:00

Jayemos's independents starts to grow,..
Jayemos still insist on going his way.
Jayemos will say No NO NO nOnonononononon if you try to transit him too quickly from one place to another,..
Jayemos love singing and knew many songs... Old macdonald, how much is that doggie in the window,..liang zhi lao hu, happy birthday song, once i caught a fish alive, twinkle twinkle little star, row row row your boat,..etc etc,
Jayemos running skill can be compared with Daddy's,.
jayemos loves soup,..
Jayemos loves bread,..
Jayemos's hunger strike ended,..
Jayemos loves drawing,..
Jayemos insist we climb up the playground with him,..
Jayemos is possesive of his toys and games and would fight with anyone who want to snatch it from him,...even someone double his size,.
Jayemos is now 93.5cm and weighs around 15-16kg,.
Jayemos loves to read and would demand not to go bed at all,..
Jayemos knows his shapes like square, circle, semi circle, triangle, rectangle, diamond, heart, oval,..
Jayemos stand in his time out zone with his hands on his head once,..
Jayemos knows what sound to make when mummy ask him "what sound does the sheep makes?" he knows about the cat, dog, goat, monkey, car, train, bicycle, motorbike, frog,elephant, rooster, duck,...and even iphone,..
Jayemos knows that a is for alot of things like airplane,..apple,...ants,..b is for balloon, bear, ball,..c is for cat,...d is for dog...e is for elephant, ear,..f is for fish,...feet.,.g is for giraffe,...goat,..h is for head,.hat.,.hair,..happy,.i is for ice cream,..j is for jump,.jayemos,.k is for kick,..l is for lion,..m is for monkey,..mummy.. o is for octopus,.. t is for tiger...u is for umbrella,..y is for yellow,.and z is for zebra,..

we love you jayemos

My active 23 month,.

2010-04-23T10:16:00.003+08:00

Dear Jayemos..

Toddler Jayemos have decided to stay longer time in school and would lie down on the floor to protest should we push him to go home.
Toddler Jayemos recognize his A-Z and even say all of them out by 20month old.
Toddler Jayemos also recognize his 1-12 by 20Month old.
Jayemos love to say YAH!!! when we release him from the bedroom to the hall.
Jayemos say YAH when we reach home.
Jayemos say his colors - red blue green yellow, purple, black, pink. and shapes - circle, square.
Jayemos demanded and say "OPEN" when he wanted something in the tub or open the door.
Jayemos say OUTSIDE when he decided its not time for bed or nap.
Jayemos is weaned off from mama this month.
Jayemos is being train to sleep by himself without being pat to bed.
Jayemos know how to say MOON, DUSTBIN, LIGHTS, TREE, STICK, ANTS, LIFT, JUMP, KICK, WATER.
Jayemos knows his animals - elephant (ELLE), MONKEY, LION, kangaroo (ROO) ,RABBIT, SHEEP, BEAR, GOAT, DUCK. etc.
Jayemos knows his EARS, EYES, EYEBROW, CHEEK, TEETH, CHIN, MOUTH, NOSE, HAND, LEGS,
Jayemos also know his right leg from his left leg.
it will be the last term of being in shicida,....
Jayemos love to play "BLIND FOLDING" tag game by closing his eyes,..although he do peek and walk to catch us.
Jayemos love to draw circles and sing "ROUND and ROUND, ROUND and ROUND"

When papa sing twinke twinkle little , Jayemos will shout "STAR"
When papa sing how i wonder what you , Jayemos will shout "ARE"
When papa sing up above the world so , Jayemos will shout "HIGH"
When papa sing like a diamond in the , Jayemos will shout "SKY"

Jayemos love to hug and kiss good bye.

RIP Gram,...i love you,..

2010-01-18T21:52:00.002+08:00

it was a long fight. a long one for her age,..

i will miss you ,..and still love you grams,..

my grams,...taught me patience,...cos,.she was one,.
my grams,..taught me to be mediculous,...cos,.she was one,..
my grams,....is the prettiest old lady in the world,..
my grams,....she can comb my hair,..for half and hour,...trying to shape it like a curry pox,....after combing hers her half and hour,.
my grams,..showed me how she could breath in the cig and puff the smoke out from her nose,..
my grams,...showed me how to cut queue by going directly to the counter,..
my grams,...played hide and seek with me,..without me knowing,...
my grams,....sat on the rubber and slide down the slope when i am feeling just a little bit out of nerve at the top,..
my grams,...love jayemos,...and always plan to have jayemos sitting still on her lap,..
my grams,...got the tip of her eye poke by a young and jesty toddler,..
my grams,..taught me to count money,..
my grams,...taught me to burn plastic and seal the sour plums in,..
my grams,..taught me how to be thrifty,..
my grams,...make a cup of tea with her heart and she gave it to me,..
my grams,..makes the best coffee or tea set with toasted bread,..
my grams,..cut the neatest slices of bread from the loaf,..
my grams,..love her coffee beans and bread to be the freshest,..
my grams,...took care of the nocturnal baby grand daughter while her mummy is lying sick on her bed and her daddy just sewn up his leg,..
my grams,........be my grams again,... i love you,.. ^_^
i guess it has been a great long journey,..
RIP!!!!

jayemos

2009-10-23T21:23:00.003+08:00

Jayemos is now 17 months, he is running hard, walking without paying attention to whats on the floor, turning circles with his arms wide open, dancing and even showing off his ballerina skills of tip toe.

Jayemos now sleeps around two and a half in the daynap, and ten hours at night.
Jayemos love chasing birds and will say,..bbbirrdddd birddd,..birrdd,..birrdd,..birrd,..
Jayemos call train by making a sound from his chest.
Jayemos loves balloon,..and will say ballllllon, balllllllon,..ballllooon whenever he saw one.
Jayemos loves ball,.and will say ball ball ball ball whenever he sees something round.
Jayemos love taking a bath ..he will say batttthh,.batttth,.batttt,...in the bathtube, jayemos know its bath time and run to the toliet when mama sings the song "this is the way we wash our hair , wash our hair , wash our hair,..
Jayemos loves his milk, and will run to lie down on the bed or on his dry pool or blocks mat even before we bring him the milk,...
Jayemos loves his alphabet song every morning,, say A A A and CCC.....
Jayemos says BBBByyyyeee whenever we asked him to say bye bye,..
Jayemos wave bye bye at almost every lrt station,...bus stop and in the lift.,....
Jayemos will stand still for his photo to be taken,.....but he only smile after we take the photo,.
Jayemos is now climbing everywhere,...and doesn't care how he gets down,..
Jayemos loves sticks,..dried leaves,,, and turning the wheel in the playground.
Jayemos love the exercise machine down in the park
Jayemos love a ride on bicycle,...also fall asleep many many times,...
Jayemos love to play with blocks,..
Jayemos love his car wheels too,..
Jayemos love Hi - 5 , barney and Pre school power,.
Jayemos dance along with the shows that he sees,..
Jayemos love tilting head with teacher rosalyn ,..
Jayemos is going to childcare next month, hope that he will have a smooth beginning,.....
Jayemos love to talk to the phone he put to his ear,.
Jayemos say dooogg,..doooggg,..when he meet one,..
Jayemos love shouting to Hi-5 and barney songs,..

i love jayemos,....

my 13month old

2009-06-12T15:29:00.003+08:00

Dear Jayemos,

Jayemos, you are now 13 months old. You are now walking well, falling well too. You are able to stand up on your own. You enjoy dancing by swaying your body side to side when you hear music or singing. You enjoy bouncing on your knees to the music too.

Jayemos have ate lots of what padad and mama ate.
Jayemos says mama, papa, dirr (what ever that is) , didi, catcat, give, dogdog, jiejie, duckduck, ke.
Jayemos took is one year old injection well without a high fever. However, flu followed by cold the next two weekends.
Jayemos love putting objects on the wheels of his truck and turn the wheels with his hands to see the object turn.
Jayemos was breastfed to bed one afternoon.
Jayemos was breastfed everynight to sleep without a problem.
Jayemos loves to eat what we eat.
Jayemos have not been going to the swimming pool for the last three weekends.
Jayemos still love to play catch.
Jayemos clap whenever the music "if you're happy and you know it clap your hands" was on.
Jayemos show bye-bye when we say bye bye
Jayemos gives when you say give give give.
Jayemos is still on total breastfeeding.
Jayemos loves yakult
Jayemos loves to slide down the slides.
Jayemos praised himself too
Jayemos i love you

dear jayemos

2009-05-17T15:17:00.002+08:00

Padad, jayemos and mama moved into their own house on 10th may, jayemos is just one year and 7days old. Jayemos have been to the new house a few occasions before moving. Jayemos took a few hours more to go to bed. The first three nights, jayemos woke up in the middle of the night and not wanting to go to sleep without a fight.

Jayemos seems to enjoy and slowly adapting to the new environment. Jayemos's mama misses the playground friends back in teck whye and the pram-friendly environment compared to the current environment. Now that jayemos have the whole house (except for one room where it is used as a storeroom) to roam. and more peaceful sleep without great grams coughing in the background and telephone ringing at the critical moment.

Jayemos is starting to take in more vegetable and starting greens.
Jayemos now slept about 10 hours at night and 11/2 in the morning nap and 30 mins in the noon nap.
Jayemos is sleeping about 9 to 10 pm everynight
Jayemos ate egg white.
Jayemos ate kiwi
Jayemos ate soy tofu dessert
Jayemos ate yogurt
Jayemos is still on total breastfeeding.
Jayemos is able to balance and walk across the hall but, his urge to ran create a hand as a lease.
Jayemos is given more rules in the new environment.
Jayemos loves cheese.
Jayemos loves his sandals that goes eh eh eh eh with his every step
Jayemos is going to school in July.
Jayemos dislike taking the boring MRT
Jayemos loves being the ends of the LRT
Jayemos tried corn and ate red beans
Jayemos is going for his first injection as a toddler
Jayemos love to throw toys that is not of his intrest
Jayemos stilll need to be yao yao to bed
Jayemos is very ticklish
i love jayemos

Happy belated Birthday To You My Sweetie JaYEmoS,..

2009-05-04T22:32:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday Dear Jayemos
Happy birthday to you.

Happy One Year old Jayemos,..^_^

Dear Jayemos,

First, Mama have apologize for wishing you happy one year old so late here. "GOMEN NE"

How has your life been so far,..? Pretty busy i guess,...
A year has pass since you came into my life.
It has been the most fulfilling and wonderful year, other than containing you for the earlier 9.5 months. Thank you Jayemos.
a year before May 2, we met. Padad and mama have long awaited for you.
you're the craziest thing we held and holding.
Wish you have many many May 2 to come. Well Done Sweetie for your hard work the past year.
Welcome to the living my jayemosu, may there be an imaginative rollercoaster life packed up for you.
I love you.
and happy belated birthday, stay in the pinkest of health and ride well.

your beloved
Mama,...(not mumm mumm)

jayemos

2009-04-19T09:11:00.002+08:00

jayemos will be a year old on may 2,..
jayemos loves swimming at yew tee swimming pool.
jayemos always sneak in for a sip of the chlorine water
jayemos will relax and free his legs for a swim ride from padad on his tummy
jayemos love crawling on four legs in the wave pool
jayemos will find mama everynow and then and smile when he saw mama
jayemos dislike the water spray, compared to the curious he had last month.
Jayemos even dislike the showers.
jayemos tried his first formula and drank 80ml of pure formula.
jayemos willing to drink formula when hungry puts mama's worries away

jayemos got infected with hand foot mouth disease on the day he was 11months
jayemos had fever for two days and most of the spots turn into blister
jayemos continue to feed and drink normally
jayemos continue to play and walk normally
jayemos recovered in 5 days
jayemos dislike doc or nurses handling or touching him

jayemos ate bread
jayemos ate grapes
jayemos drank yakult and his first baby bottle food (he don't enjoy the yogurt or the pear juice)
jayemos like the arrowroots cookie
jayemos enjoy abit of orange taste

jayemos enjoy playing catch with padad, grand aunts
jayemos now claps randomly
jayemos mummbles more to himself and when breastfeeding
jayemos took two short naps of 30 to an hour every day
jayemos can sleep about 10-11hours everynight
jayemos night sleep varies from 8 to 1030pm
jayemos can walk with his anyone holding onto his left hand
jayemos walk the shopping mall lot one and enjoy walking
jayemos shouts and cry whenever padad and mama took him away from his playing area
jayemos can climb up the slide and the steps of the slide
jayemos loves to play in the playground with his friends
jayemos reluctant to have mama put him to sleep during the day. mama fail to put jayemos to sleep easily, mama took from 45mins to 90mins putting jayemos to sleep
jayemos is weaning himself off the tub

currently still breastfeeding and putting jayemos on formula when the supply lack.

jayemos

2009-03-31T22:43:00.003+08:00

jayemos will be 11 months in 2 days time,.

jayemos took fish happily,.
jayemos ate cheese and loved it
jayemos tried yoghurt
jayemos ate pear and loved it
jayemos ate salmon and cod fish
jayemos drank yakult,..
jayemos ate grape,..
jayemos drank BM with nestle honey and wheat
jayemos ate egg yolk (boiled and scramble)
jayemos love avocado

jayemos can be brought to the outside world without hesitation
jayemos enjoy and will not shout anymore
jayemos went lot one and his grand aunt house,.
jayemos ate many meals with his padad and mama outside house
jayemos ate egg tofu, tofu and brinja from lot one kopitiam
jayemos enjoy eating with us
jayemos tried ice kacang's ice with some brown sugar syrup toppings ^^
jayemos ate lunch at teck whye basketball court
jayemos ate lunch at kopitam
jayemos ate lunch at lot one macdonald
jayemos love going to the arcade to play on the buttons
jayemos love going to kiddy palace for round of free toys
jayemos love going swimming and would should to go back into the waters
jayemos like crawling around the wave pool
jayemos now laugh like having a funny bone in him
jayemos enjoys playing catch or tag,..
jayemos can goes e orh e orh when you tap on his mouth
jayemos babbles bababa,..mamamama,..mumm mumm mumm,.
jayemos can walk quite a few steps unsupported before he stumbles into the arms of his "car"
jayemos start to love his stroller and can sit quietly look @ the thingy that passes by
jayemos still feels uncomfortable when changing clothes
jayemos love mummy (^.^)
jayemos love the spraying of the water hose on him
jayemos love kids
jayemos love food on his mummy's plate
jayemos took lrt. Dislike at times and like at times
jayemos loves to talk,..
jayemos is still on TBF,..

mummy survive another 2mastitis,.. ^_^
it is very hard to put jayemos to sleep some nights
jayemos is very tired and had closed his eyes, however he wanted to pull away and to crawl around
jayemos love his queen size bed that he shared with his padad and mama during the night
jayemos still requires yao yao to fall asleep
jayemos do not know how to fall asleep by himself, jayemos do not have the window to learn.
jayemos cough and clear his throat purposely
jayemos love biscuits
jayemos can put smaller pieces of biscults into his mouth, though his pincer skills is not refine yet
jayemos now sleeps one to two hours during the day, and there will be two to three such naps
jayemos sleeps almost 10 hours every night, unless disturb by his needs to poo or rudely awaken by his overflowing from his diapers, or irritated by his mama who wanted to change his diapers.
jayemos love to grab his mama's nose. Causing enlargement in mama's nostrils.
jayemos love opening the cupboards and taking the metal kettle and metal pots inside for a good drumming session
jayemos still plays the piano
jayemos love postman pat and chen liping
jayemos drools alot
jayemos love his toothbrush
jayemos wave excitedly when mama greeted him at the door
jayemos demands mama whenever mama is home
jayemos find mama inside the mama room and demand to be with mama
mama cannot go to the toliet, cannot eat,..cannot even leave the room or turn her back on jayemos
i love jayemos,....

jayemos BB

2009-02-21T13:52:00.003+08:00

jayemos left 9days to 10months.

jayemos had two more lower tooth on the 28 jan.

jayemos tried cantaloupe and was taking meat now.

jayemos love more solid stuff compare to puree two months ago.
jayemos can now easily pull himself to a stand
jayemos accept the wet market alot better than the last few months
jayemos like to open cupboards, pull the shelves and slide the door open.
jayemos knows that mama is still there although she is out of sight
jayemos laugh and smile when "how much is that doggie in the window"
woof woof will be there to tickle him,..
jayemos seems to wean himself off the one and only night breastfeeding before sleep. (happens suddenly on 15 feb)
jayemos now wanted to play instead of being breastfeed to sleep.
Jayemos is on full clock yao yao to sleep.
jayemos is fall to sleep easily in the sarong compared to the past months.
jayemos loved avocado.
jayemos was found with two and subsequently additional two more upper tooth. However, they are not the front tooth. Looks pretty much like canine teeths instead.
jayemos is officially having 8 teeth.
Jayemos is drooling alot lesser
jayemos dislike to be placed on grams legs
jayemos will shout if i say bye bye to him
jayemos is able to put himself to a sitting position after pushing himself up from an object he leans on.

Since the 15 feb, jayemos had went from three awakenings on the 16feb, to two awakening on the 17 feb to one awakening on the 18,19 and 20feb.

finally able to understand his awakenings, aka night terror
night terror occurs afew hours after falling asleep
jayemos woke up crying and not able to be comfort
jayemos was even in more distress by us picking him up and comfort him.
Finally, on the 19th, i was able to calm him down without him waking up.
Jayemos is still sleeping throughout his awakening. however unable to be calm down. He cried and crawls around with his eyes closed, cries even harder when was handled. After few minutes of crying, jayemos calms down a little and was breastfeed back to sleep. Mama won two night terror so far.
Hope jayemos will have no more night terror.
Jayemos is still on total breastfeeding,....
jiayou ah,......

^_^

jayemos

2009-01-22T20:36:00.002+08:00

jayemos is going to be 9 months this coming sunday.
Jayemos ate cauliflower and loved it
Jayemos now poo like an adult,...you can see him "pushing"
jayemos ate japanese biscuits
jayemos cherry.
Jayemos ate sweet potato

jayemos says mumm mumm
jayemos still loves walking and climbing like a spiderman
jayemos walk by himself today at the playground bench without adult help.
He walked the whole bench length by himself , for three times
Jayemos is taller and looks slimmer now.
He needs constant rocking to remain sleeping for one and a half hours.
Jayemos can "escape" out from the sarong all by himself
Jayemos shout lesser compared to last month
Jayemos still loves the piano
Jayemos laugh differently now, he show his two lower teeth when he laughs, he grunts cheekily
Jayemos learn how to "clap" or rather "gong xi gong xi" movement
jayemos knows what is "NO" and "BYE BYE"
jayemos show his happiness by waving happily and grunting, showing his teeth.
Jayemos show his happiness when we put him down at the playground
Jayemos made friends at the playground
Jayemos like to see toddler running and wanted to join them

It is getting harder and harder to put him to sleep at night
Jayemos went for his first swimming in Yew Tee swimming pool last sunday afternoon, he was introduced into the jacuzzi by first sitting on the pool side.
Jayemos slept immediately when reached home.
Jayemos enjoy his swimming. although it was quite cold.
Jayemos had dry skin.
Jayemos is still on total breastfeeding, though the supply was always running out.
Jayemos is still on two meals a day
Jayemos is bored of his toys.
Jayemos loved playground. and demand to be put down for his own exploring when we go to the NTUC
Jayemos had his first "shoes"
Jayemos shouts when we says bye bye and leave the house

i love jayemos,... ^_^

2009

2009-01-04T20:45:00.003+08:00

Jayemos is 8months and 2days old. Jayemos took green lentils . Jayemos ate blueberries and peach. Had carrots, Asparagus on the 31 Dec. Brocolli on the 1st Jan. And ate Quinoa seeds and loved it today. Jayemos took black eye peas.

Jayemos is now on 2 meals a day.
Jayemos like the playground very much.
Jayemos can walk up the mini slide, and walk from pole to pole, he also walk up the "stairs" to the second level, walk further up to the big slide and slide down with support. Walk = support.
Jayemos can bear all his weight while standing against something. His favourite is the piano bench, (jayemos first started to stand on his leg by himself against the hall sofa). Jayemos enjoy "walking" so much that he demand to be place on his feet. Jayemos also like the metal chair.

Jayemos watch his first hand sign video.
Jayemos is now watching review video of the baby learn to read.
Jayemos sleep around seven thirty in the night to five or six thirty the next morning. Though he still wake up in the middle of the night for night feed or was rudely awaken by his phutt phutt needs. Jayemos "talk" and shout,..not forgetting "cough" to get what he wants.
His coughing make him seems like having a permanent cold.

Thank you Ling, Pat and Szewei for visiting Jayemos.

i'm still on total breastfeeding. ^_^

jayemos

2008-12-20T14:35:00.002+08:00

jayemos is now in his second week of seventh month.
jayemos ate his first baby green beans on 1st dec
jayemos took avent drank milk by himself in the sarong.
jayemos tried the sour apricot on 6th of dec
jayemos love peas on the 7th dec
jayemos like apples on the 8,...
jayemos took bananas.
jayemos took pear on the 12
jayemos ate butternut pumpkin on the 13
jayemos ate papaya and sweet potato.
jayemos is now crawling very fast
jayemos still loves jumping
jayemos like the playground and even attempt to fall asleep on the swing
jayemos enjoy playing the piano. he always wanna play using his feet
jayemos still dislike shopping
jayemos is still drooling
jayemos too his gerber star biscuit yesterday.
jayemos is starting to show dislike through crying
jayemos loves patting with his hands
jayemos suck on his thumb and toes when there is nothing for his to chew on.
jayemos love his old bao bao,..his bao bao (bolster) is so thin
jayemos love his toy duckie
jayemos now have his bath in the toliet, all the splashing was too much for tata to clean up later
jayemos self feed himself with his spoon whenever i feed him, grams do not want his body to be full of food, jayemos do not self feed if grams is giving food.
jayemos now sleeps at around 8pm to 5am on the bed
jayemos still needs to be rocked inside the sarong in his sitting position
jayemos can now stand for some moments on his weight while holding on the sofa
jayemos still drink about 180ml
jayemos demand to go outside every 6pm
jayemos loves the flash cards on the dvd
jayemos love baby learn to read
jayemos loves my bonnie lies over the ocean
jayemos routine,..wake up,..drink,..sleep,.wake up,..play,.bath,..drink,..sleep,...wake up,..lunch,...play,..sleep,...
jayemos needs constant music and yao yao to have to good nap
jayemos shows anger when you took his toy away
jayemos crawl to me when he wants to be pick up and had enough of crawling
jayemos will not crawl to toys that were too far
jayemos poo every three to four days

m still total breastfeeding jayemos,...^_^ ,..jiayou ah,....^_^

one bad dream

2008-11-29T03:14:00.003+08:00

one bad dream set me up on the internet at this hour

one hunted house, one particular hunted room, boy live in this room, floor next to the foot of the queen size bed is laid with a dead lady from the past. part of the carpet covering the whole room is cut off, the part is where the lady laid.
i was to do some cleaning on the area,..although it is clean, something still roams
typing this,,,i can feel my hair standing...
grams,mum, uncle, me, aunt all sat on a bus to i don't know where, seems like we took the bus on regular timing.
grams is late.
uncle got a scolding from a stranger in the bus
mum fight with him
i keep quiet

had many dreams,..that i can remember so clearly

the one with grandma wanting to climb the playground and me have to push her butt
the one i became a knight and my horse is a green hugh snake and i walked up this beautiful marbled stairway while my parthner snake glide on the holder up the stairs
the one i played chasing games with three white lions
the one where i saw a super woman find and rescue a lost trapped kitten from the fangs of the white lion that had capabilities of a leopard (she holds the mission of rescuing the kitten and was not found by the lion) the whole place took place in a hugh cage with lots of trees to climb around
followed by the one where i am involved in a military affair where ppl train and the bad luck get washed away to i have no idea where once there is a mud slide
the one where i have to rescue some fish from the dead planet with a small fish net and transfer them inside a plastic bag to put them into the new planet (apparent the new planet is a big fish tank) and i am in the tank , i can see big ppl walking around the fish tank
the dead planet will soon have a tsunami and there will not be any more fishes left. The dead planet is a sea of only knee water level height and i was there scooping for fish to transport to the other beautiful planet.

my older dreams
sadako scratching on the wall outside my window trying to climb up
my telling my classmates to open their textbooks on the table and sit on them, their text book can fly and so the Trex will not be able to eat them up . the t rex is going from class to class. i sat and flew but the rest did not believe me,..wat a waste,..i flew
the one where i flew down the circular slope in a carpark flapping my arms
i love flying i my dreams
i even tried falling back to sleep to have the same dream
the one where i am on the funny ship with cartoon characters
the characters where so ugly but friendly
i came into a cabin with two beautiful beds . two bed tables and on the tables sat a cute fairy each with a magic wand and a pair of wings

jayemos crawl on Nov23 he is so fast now, generatlly he just pull his whole body forward using his hands, he tend to roll to the side due to his lazy left hand
he ate acorn squash well compared to last week where he first tried and dislike
i finally able to put jayemos to sleep yesterday after so many refuse and screams whenever i try to put him into the sarong. i can't even put him in and he started screaming. i finallly understood why i am not able to put him to sleep in the past compared to when tata is able to do that with me not around.
jayemos will hold his hands out asking you to carry him out from the sarong,.its a pity sight,..but all was to help him sleep,..haiks ,...
jayemos is sleeping so well at night,..he start to learn to comfort himself to sleep without latching,.
jayemos need his bao bao,.
caught in mastiti again,.....
i simply ignore it,..wat an irritating sickness
to enjoy the life now with jayemos,..with even second, he grew out of it,.. why can;t we have video graphy memory with a capacity that last the whole lifetime,...and every single second is captured.

jayemos,... my clever baby

2008-11-21T18:19:00.002+08:00

jayemos is now in the second week of his sixth month.
jayemos's first food (he took with doubt during his first two mouth, and was happily enjoying)
1) heniz iron enriched white rice (took at the third week of his fifth month)
2)shi shen brown rice (took two to three weeks later)
3)millet (took last week)

Jayemos is going to progress into vegetables and fruits in the coming when he reach his seventh month

jayemos's lower left tooth was found by tata on November 2nd
jayemos can pick up his milk bottle readily
jayemos co-sleep with me since last month
jayemos now see baby learn to read volume 3
jayemos move himself in the walker
jayemos can take one toy and throw away the other
jayemos had his first tooth brush on the 17 Nov
jayemos knew how to drink millet soup from his soup spoon
jayemos knew how to play with the piano on the 18th Nov,..
jayemos knew how to hi-5 with ppl who raise his or her hand to hi-5 with him,.

jayemos still need the sarong to fall asleep
jayemos went to the singapore flyer, paragon ,..
jayemos love to play with his organ
jayemos still paly with his ear
jayemos now explore ppl's faces with both his hands
jayemos can sit upright to play his organ
jayemos can sit upright to let me massage his for half an hour
jayemos love to be massaged and kissed
jayemos wait to go out every evening
jayemos drink more (160ml to 180ml every two to three hours)
jayemos eat one meal a day
jayemos only poo around 3-4days
jayemos caught a flu,..but it doesn't bother him
jayemos loved his toothbrusth
jayemos love to talk

i love jayemos,.. ^_^

2008-10-12T16:36:00.004+08:00

jayemos went for his final vaccination with dr lim at 11am in mount alvernia yesterday.
jayemos was so busy with the toys that he did not notice the injection on his right thigh,..he did not cry,..what a boy,..
jayemos took a 4ml of paximol in digust.
jayemos is now 5months 10 days old.
Jayemos weighs 8.79kg (above 95percentile) wat a heavy baby
jayemos's height is 65.5cm
jayemos's head cirum is 41.5cm
jayemos learn how to jump,..and is enjoying jumping lots
jayemos refuse to sit in the sarong now,... and pushes himself to stand and ended up lying flat in the sarong.
jayemos learn how to shift his body 320 degree around his playmat chasing after his buddy control car.
Jayemos looks back on who's the one who stop pushing his car,..
jayemos enjoy talking while being breastfed and when he wake up from his slumberjayemos enjoy talking to the his tv girlfriend (baby learn to read volume 2) jayemos can watch baby learn to read starter video, volume 1 and volume 2 at one go.
jayemos is still drinking milk every 2 and a half hours,.. (125ml)
he burp like a man,..
jayemos now sleeps only bout half to an hour,...maximum of one and a half hours
jayemos smile when we tickle him, and he smiles to the tv when baby learn to read is on.

jayemos changes his routine of puttputt every morning to puttputt every afternoon,.
he went on a diet every morning
he was breastfed almost every night to sleep

jayemos enjoys going to the playground
jayemos went to the basketball court the last two days,.and was enjoying the whole one and a half hours.
jayemos is still not keen with crowds.

jayemos likes his toys on his mobile car,.
he wants to eat them,..no,..he wants to eat everything
jayemos likes to hold up his legs up into the air and grab them
jayemos also likes to chew on his legs,..

jayemos is starting solid soon,..
jayemos's puttputt is gonna change,..
jayemos is gonna be slowly adjusting to a three hour feed,..if possible,.

jayemos played for three hours straight yesterday night and fell asleep on his car pushed by padad,..he was so funny,..

i'm down with mastiti the second time,....fever and nausea,..luckily i recouver without any complicated medication,...

still having jayemos on TBF,..hope to push on further,... JIAYOU,.. ^_^

jayemos tan yi bin

2008-09-21T15:35:00.003+08:00

meo meo,...^_^ always busy busy busy with work,.....personal time for yourself leh,..????When Ningen 's boy boy maximus is out to see the world liao,.
Mastiti is breast infection,..i thought i could not breastfeed Jayemos again,...

Jayemos is now 4 months and 19 days,..

today he had his swing from his padad,..^_^

today he went out for the first time on his pram,...

today he went out for the first time on his pram,..and fell asleep,...

journey (tecky to petir),...(petir to tecky,..fell asleep in pram),... (stop at tecky),..(tecky to lot one),..woke up at lot one,..stroll around,..begin to show irritated,...(pram,..carried,..and breastfed from lot one to home,...)

today,..he fall asleep on his swing,..

two days before,..jayemos went (after 7 ) to the kopitiam,..
jayemos got a little irritated,..

yesterday,..jayemos went to kopitiam,..and was good all the way,..

JIA YOU jayemos,..one day,.you will b also to go shopping,..travel on the bus and on the train happily,.

jayemos found a new teether,......it was so soft,.jayemos love it

jayemos's still drooling,..
jayemos is awake more when either padad and mama is home
jayemos begin to drink less milk
jayemos knew what a bottle and what his mama's breast looks like
jayemos takes on breast as a buffet style,...
jayemos smile when baby can learn is on ,..he have upgraded to volume 2,...
jayemos love mama blowing air into his feet..
jayemos learn how to drive his walker
jayemos is still too short for his walker,..but he stand up with a supported base,.
jayemos can readily grap things placed in front of him
jayemos knows the door to the outside world,..
jayemos love to sit on his car and taking a ride,.
jayemos cry when returning home from outside,..
jayemos is scared of crowd
jayemos enjoy his horse ride,..
jayemos still needs to cry himself to sleep,.
jayemos's routine,.
wake up at 6plus 7
farts and poop
feeding
sleep
wakes up at 8plus
watch baby can learn
bath time
sleep
feeding
play
sleep
feeding
sleep
feeding
sleep
wakes up for the evening round of playtime by 6
7-9pm,..playtime
9:30 tired but still want to play
10pm,..cry to sleep,..

jayemos sleep with one hand over his head,..

still total breastfeeding,..JIAYOU,..!!!!

Jayemos caught a cold the last two weeks,..he had fever and running nose,..but he recover on his own,..wat a boy,..

jayemos love to play and refuse to sleep,..as such when once placed inside the sarong or swing,..he cry out loud,.

jayemos,.....
jayemos,....got some extra long hair while the rest are short ones,..jayemos's got a nice butt.
jayemos,..still shouts

we love you jayemos

4th month

2008-09-08T19:47:00.002+08:00

2nd sept,..jayemos turned 4months,.. ^_^

on the 2nd sept morning,..jayemos had his 4th month gift,..his feet,...he grabbed his feet and found them appearing in front of him for the first time,.. ^_^

jayemos began wanting to play instead of drinking his milk,...jayemos loved catching his naruto moving lantern that goes,.."piang piang piang" and turns green and red,...

jayemos now hit his palm on the musical set with ease,.

jayemos now roll over to his tummy in split second

jayemos giggles

jayemos is so ticklish

jayemos love watching "baby can read" volume 1 and smiles at the TV whenever the show is on,..he can watch the show for the longest time ever on other games,.

jayemos gets angry when ppl disturb his drinking, sleeping, TV and games,..

jayemos shouts at grandma who stopped moving his duckies around the living room

jayemos looks at the moving train and reach out to catch it,..

jayemos love to talk,...especially when he wakes up in the morning

jayemos's so shy

i'm glad that i survive mastiti,....i'm glad i'm still total breastfeeding jayemos,.. ^_^
its such a wonderful feeling,....JIAYOU!!!

yi bin

2008-08-25T19:43:00.002+08:00

MEO MEO MEO,..how are you,.??????? still in the states ma,.?

do take good care, ^_^ ..you are away,..ling is away,.....

jayemos,...^_^

is now 3 and a half month old
jayemos tries hard to turn whenever we put him on his back,...fail attempts leave him crying,.
after successful turning, (all babies must learn how to turn back from his tummy first, it is safer) he hold his head firmly and eventually, crying out for help,..kekeke,..

jayemos is teething,...that is why,..all the drooling, wanting to bite people,...refusing to feed,..
"JIAYOU JAYEMOS" we know it is difficult for you during this period,..it may take months,..baby ah,..we will help you through k! Thank you for all the patience and tolerating the itchy and maybe pain now,...

jayemos now takes in 150ml every 2 hrs,...night feed remains the same,..
jayemos enjoys his bath so much that he cry whenever we are done with his bathing
jayemos love his bolster,..
jayemos love to talk so much,..."ah buuu"
jayemos 's scared of my gor gor
jayemos watch the TV and his toys at the same time
jayemos can play his muscial toy by pressing his fingers on it or kicking the buttons
jayemos walk walk with padad holding him
jayemos's still holding his hands
jayemos is beginning to explore that he have feet
jayemos's eyebrows appeared
jayemos shout sometimes,..
jayemos sighs lots
jayemos frown
jayemos shows delight
jayemos 's so ticklish
jayemos ,..i love you,... ^_^

my 3 month old,...

2008-08-03T14:29:00.002+08:00

Jayemos turned three month yesterday. Took him to a new paediatrician for his second immunisation. Came home for a 3ml PAXIMOL as recommended. Monitoring with the highest temperature of 37.27degrees.

Jayemos is now 7kg, 63cm.
He can hold his head in an upright position.
He likes to put his left (3-4) fingers into his mouth to suckle. (Prove to made him reguritate)
He likes to play his right hand in the air in front of his face.
He pops out his pacifier just before he fall asleep.
He smiles before he sleeps and whenever people are talking to him.
He talks and shout most of his waking hours to the people handing him.
He cries other than talking during his waking hours.
He likes watching TV, and would cry if being taken away.
He likes to be carried into the air.
He dislike to be carried sometimes.
He'll show you his tongue, blow bubbles, frown, blow his lips.
He dislike to be placed on his tummy.
He dislike to be placed horizontal when he is awake.
He jerk himself to be in upright postion after his feed.
He likes to pull up his shirt (There goes the ones with the buttons)

He still being breastfed. Demand for 120-150ml every 2 hrs during the day till late evening.
He needs to be rocked all day long into the night during his sleeping time.
After 12 midnight, the rocking stops and the bottle feeding stops. Jayemos was breastfed every 2 hours or whenever his "stretching" woke me up.

Normal routine:
1pm: Woke up for feed
1-2pm: Watching the TV, Talking, Being bathed, Changed diapers
2pm:Started to get irritated at everyone and everything
After 2pm: Sleep for the next 2 hours, if not the 3pm feed will be directly given.

mama and padad loves you jaymos,...so is grams,..and aunt bao,.

Jayemos sleeps in sarong that gram made for him.

today,.....i've made a discovery,...unfolding questions that lasted more then 11 years,..hahahahahhahaha

2007-05-07T23:08:00.000+08:00

hahahhaha,...i just can't stop smiling,..

finally ...a serious thought when young,....came to know actual only more then 11 year later,...but,..only this,..made it even more worth remembering,..

better jote down some pointer before i forget,..it's already seem like a dream

tall
fair
quiet
mastermind game was the nearest
very difficult to talk to me
finding for me back in changi airport photo taking
laughing at disturbing ah siao "kekekeke"
attentive in class
saw my glances
not sure
would like but the unable i like you before leaving knowing after which it will be never again,..
hard to choose glass sailormoon
stopped but was pulled wrongly to the center of the pool "if i recall correctly,..the instructor pull back after much struggle"
joined even though there were only another boy with him
told his best friend and his best friend sabotaged him by announcing the next day

kekeke,...wan an,...happy day,..really happy day,...hahahahhahahahaha,...

SECOND PISSED OFF EXPERIENCE

2007-04-30T19:52:00.000+08:00

today is a gift,..that's why it is called present,...

if tat is so,..i must have recieved a bad present today,...yesterday,..and the day before yesterday,...

why,..????

all thanks to,....

mr. americano uncleo,...
all thanks to his presense in this house,...irritating my life to the max.
His,..all thanks to his boxers in the living room,..his big tummy,...his irritating presense,.his master degree and jobless life,...his,..."give me some money" ,... if i hear that again,..i shall tell him off and made him jump off the building,...what a lifesucker,...suck my blood out from my veins,...worst human being ever alive that i have known,.his,..."oiwae[0 9u2dsfoijapojcponhvoidsv" what the hell,..made me wanna scold vulgarities,...

one more,...one more irritating behaviour from him,..and i'm gonna pick up a fight,...if i ever find granny giving money to feed his big ass,..i'm gonna ensure he never step into my vision again,...his stinky rotting piece of brain in the overfeeding mass of fats,..his presense in the house,..eating lunch,..eating dinner,...eating my taiwan bei bei mian and taiwan food stuff for my beloved family members without asking me,..with his "beautiful piece of boxers" stomping around my house grounds,..SLEEPING ON MY BED when i'm in taiwan,....HOGGING ON THE COMPUTER,...HOGGING ON THE LINE,...snoring in the living rm,....

sorry for the above violent words,...i simply have to blew up on the web before i blew up double on him,...

"dear god! ,..please take this uncle of mine,....a faithful beliver of you lord,...away from me,..." "and if it won't trouble you,...do enlighten his mind,..and let his brain of 40 plus with input master degree and wisdom of travelling overseas for the last 10 years,(in which his working hard sisters never even went to,.and won't have the money to go)..spending thousands from my mom's double job and grandpa's sweat and bloood earn money,..together with my aunts gruesome years of tending the coffeeshop for his study money in which had turned to his travel money,..that made a four year degree into a ten year enjoyment overseas trip,...know that it is TIME TO WORK! and stop living in his sister's house and stop using his niece's money unknowingly,...."

"thank you god"

p.s: thank you god for letting me know of his irritating ass,..since pri days,.where he first took my bag of potato chips,...."ai,..this bag of chips is no good for health" ,....and den he chomp it down his neck,..
"thank you uncle,..ya,..chips are bad for health,..i can see,...."

"PISSED OFF"

happy day in taiwan

2007-04-21T21:06:00.000+08:00

,...went to the tallest building in taiwan kaoshiong,....the 85storeys,...

100nt to buy ticket to the high speed elevator to the 74th floor,...

the view took made me feel top of the world,....i can see the "whole of kao shiong" saw that sogo and sin jue jiang was so near,...

loved the trash trucks here,...yellow with sweet music,...like the ice-cream van in "honey i blew up the kid" show,....simply love dem,....

next,.....the traffic man,...so cute,...
the smelly tofu was not very interesting though,...stinky,..
"liu he ye shi"
"san feng jie"
"another ye shi that i always forget the name"

best of all,......able to see my darling,....who secretly took the 2plus hours ride,...and waiting three hours plus,...calling and msg to my out of reception area phone,..."" shitty me"

thank you sweetheart,...^_^

long long ago,...^_^

2007-03-24T11:40:00.000+08:00

RIHANNA LYRICS Unfaithful Story of my lifeSearching for the rightBut it keeps avoiding meSorrow in my soulCause it seems that wrongReally loves my companyHe's more than a manAnd this is more than loveThe reason that the sky is blueBut clouds are rolling inBecause I'm gone againAnd to him I just can't be trueAnd I know that he knows I'm unfaithfulAnd it kills him insideTo know that I am happy with some other guyI can see him dyingI don't wanna do this anymoreI don't wanna be the reason whyEverytime I walk out the doorI see him die a little more insideI don't wanna hurt him anymoreI don't wanna take away his lifeI don't wanna be...A murdererI feel it in the airAs I'm doing my hairPreparing for another dateA kiss upon my cheekAs he reluctantlyAsks if I'm gonna be out lateI say I won't be longJust hanging with the girlsA lie I didn't have to tellBecause we both knowWhere I'm about to goAnd we know it very wellCause I know that he knows I'm unfaithfulAnd it kills him insideTo know that I am happy with some other guyI can see him dyingI don't wanna do this anymoreI don't wanna be the reason whyEverytime I walk out the doorI see him die a little more insideI don't wanna hurt him anymoreI don't wanna take away his lifeI don't wanna be...A murdererOur love, his trustI might as well take a gun and put it to his headGet it over withI don't wanna do thisAnymoreUhAnymore (anymore)I don't wanna do this anymoreI don't wanna be the reason whyAnd everytime I walk out the doorI see him die a little more insideAnd I don't wanna hurt him anymoreI don't wanna take away his lifeI don't wanna be...A murderer (a murderer)No no no noYeah yeah yeah

^_^

weeeeeeee,........wooooooooo,....

miss fatimah,...
where are you,..?????????????

my favourite chrismas song,..

O Holy Night - Version 1:
Oh holy night! The stars are brightly shining,
It is the night of the dear Savior's birth.
Long lay the world in sin and error pining,
Till He appear'd and the soul felt its worth.
A thrill of hope the weary world rejoices,
For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn.
Fall on your knees! Oh, hear the angel voices!
Oh night divine, Oh night when Christ was born;
Oh night, Oh night divine, Oh night Divine.
Led by the light of Faith serenely beaming,
With glowing hearts by His cradle we stand.
So led by light of a star sweetly gleaming,
Here come the wise men from Orient land.
The King of Kings lay thus in lowly manger;
In all our trials born to be our friend.
He knows our need, to our weakness is no stranger,
Behold your King! Before Him lowly bend!
Behold your King, Behold your King.
Truly He taught us to love one another;
His law is love and His gospel is peace.
Chains shall He break for the slave is our brother;
And in His name all oppression shall cease.
Sweet hymns of joy in grateful chorus raise we,
Let all within us praise His holy name.
Christ is the Lord! O praise His Name forever,
His power and glory evermore proclaim.
His power and glory evermore proclaim.
O Holy Night - Version 2:
O! Holy night! The stars, their gleams prolonging,
Watch o'er the Eve of our dear Saviour's birth.
Long lay the world in sin and error, longing
For His appearance, then the Spirit felt its worth.
A thrill of hope; the weary world rejoices,
For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn.
Fall on your knees! Oh, hear the angel voices!
O night divine, the night when Christ was Born;
O night, O holy night, O night divine!
Led by the light of faith serenely beaming,
With glowing hearts we stand by the Babe adored.
O'er the world a star is sweetly gleaming,
And come now, Shepherds, from your flocks unboard.
The Son of God lay thus w'thin lowly manger;
In all our trials born to be our Lord.
He knows our need, our weakness never lasting,
Behold your King! By Him, let Earth accord!
Behold your King! By Him, let Earth accord!
Truly He taught us to love one another,
His law is love and His gospel is peace.
Long live His truth, and may it last forever,
For in His name all discordant noise shall cease.
Sweet hymns of joy in grateful chorus raise we,
With all our hearts we praise His holy name.
Christ is the Lord! Then ever, ever praise we,
His power and glory ever more proclaim!
His power and glory ever more proclaim!
(The second and third choruses are often replaced with a refrain of the first).
Minuits, chrétiens / Cantique de Noël:
Minuit, chrétiens, c'est l'heure solennelle,
Où l'Homme-Dieu descendit jusqu'à nous
Pour effacer la tache originelle
Et de Son Père arrêter le courroux.
Le monde entier tressaille d'espérance
En cette nuit qui lui donne un Sauveur.
Peuple à genoux, attends ta délivrance.
Noël, Noël, voici le Rédempteur,
Noël, Noël, voici le Rédempteur!
Le Rédempteur a brisé toute entrave:
La terre est libre, et le ciel est ouvert.
Il voit un frère où n'était qu'un esclave,
L'amour unit ceux qu'enchaînait le fer.
Qui Lui dira notre reconnaissance,
C'est pour nous tous qu'Il naît,
Qu'Il souffre et meurt.
Peuple debout! Chante ta délivrance,
Noël, Noël, chantons le Rédempteur,
Noël, Noël, chantons le Rédempteur!

faster faster sail,......
faster faster,...be back,...

^_^

lots and lots have happened,.......
lots and lots of ,....sweetness,..
hehehehhehehe,...

^_^

2006-12-28T08:57:00.000+08:00

,...life still goes on,...

welcoming 2007,...yeah,..i'm older again,..can't wait to be 30,...40,...50,..see wat does,..wrinkles,..white hair,..sagging means,...it'll be such a drag,...hohoho,...merry christmas,...

yesterday,..a little sad,..some sad things just never gets out frm your little brain,...irritating,..but,..life still goes on,..the sec hand don't pause and wait for ya to finish sobbing,...its a roller coaster ride,..

someone asked wat r my 2007 resolutions,..?? (did i spell correctly??)

i had mine for 2005,..2006,..but,..they went to grave the next day,.totally forgot about dem,...

nevertheless,.....

2007,..(3 yrs more to submitting my "here comes freedom" form)

jan to march,..sailing
march to april,..sailing,...

may-dec - hope hope,...less sailing,..

(oh man i loved this song,...)

2007,....

read more books,....
paint more,..and draw more,..
shop less,...
save save save,..."shen" "shen" "shen",....
pick up on jogging,..and swimming,...cycling too,.
must come up with the plan when i got "freedom",.. buy some daggers,..bodygard,..to prepare for the wild world outside,...eat more braveheart,..buy more springs to hold the heart from 20 storeys drop,..
plucking grasses off the ground,..sounding each time,.."study? work? business? study? work? business? study? work? business? with the patch ,..it can last me the whole year,...
watch or rather spend less time switching tv channels,..give the TV a break,.
ermmm,..hummpsmm,.....hmm,..less,...desserts,...
belay the last,.. (less unhealthy desserts,....)

HAPPY NEW YEAR,....!!!

ido*T,...spending chinese new year overseas........HARRRRRRR,..!!!!!!!!!!! i wan ang pows,......

>_< ,....no good,..dong dong dong chiang,..!!!

i dislike

2006-11-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

i dislike myself,...wen i ,... turn on a cold shoulder to the ones i like,....total dislike,...however i don't know or rather why,....someone tell me,....

i dislike,...super dislike,..this feeling,....its killing me,......someone pull me,...see my hand,...

gomen!!!!!

i dislike,...didn't spent time with my grams,...long long long,.years since i last went jogging with her,...

words for those getting old,...

first - must maintain fit and healthy,...don be thin like a stick else you will look so fragile,..
second - must smile always,... come on how many years left to go,..you can't smile once you r in the coffin
three - get a life,....don stay at home,..don provide service to your little brat grandchildren,..they won care a single thing you say,...okok,..some do,..but they don really put into their tiny puny brain,...smack dem in the head ,..force them to teach you the current technology,...get ahead of them ,...listen to their songs,..download the lastest songs before they do,...sing infront of them and see their jaw drop,...
four - don leave food for them,..wat the heck,..finish the plate,..if they r hungry..they can call pizza,...
five - buy the lastest "specs for old ppl" "listening gear" if your ears or eyes r not as powerful like in the past,..so you can hear wat their conversation is over the phone,...
six - force them to play checkers or monopoly with you,.
seven - force them to eat dinner with you

okay i'm sick of this,..wait till i'm old,...

logging away,...buai buai,.^_^

life life life

2006-11-26T20:44:00.000+08:00

life is about taking risks....small,...huge,...tiny tiny ones,....risks makes you feel good,...cos they make your heart beat faster,...and your body will give out those "feel good" stuff,..in the end,...you'll feel high,..and addicted to taking risk again,...

i love my life,....give me the worst suituation,...i guess at that moment,...my heart's still beating,..its all in the body,...

i love jogging,...simply,..daisuki des,.

how songs becomes magical,...

2006-10-25T22:08:00.000+08:00

成龙)解开我最神秘的等待星星坠落风在吹动终于再将你拥入怀中两颗心颤抖相信我不变的真心千年等待有我承诺无论经过多少的寒冬我决不放手( 金喜善)现在紧抓住我的手闭上眼睛~~一接那呀艘-捏恰-口怒里卡吗啊哟~~请你回想起过去我们恋爱的日子~~无里撒浪黑都那-读塞噶开把哟~~我们是因为太爱所以更使得我们痛苦~~无里耨木撒浪黑艘哈怕艘内哟~~我们连爱你这句话都无法讲~~艘路撒浪喊呢没读摸太艘呢哟~~( 成龙)每一夜被心痛穿越思念永没有终点早习惯了孤独相随我微笑面对相信我我选择等待再多苦痛也不闪躲只有你的温柔能解救无边的冷漠( 金喜善)现在紧抓住我的手闭上眼睛~~一接那呀艘-捏恰-口怒里卡吗啊哟~~请你回想起过去我们恋爱的日子~~无里撒浪黑都那-读塞噶开把哟~~我们是因为太爱所以更使得我们痛苦~~无里耨木撒浪黑艘哈怕艘呢哟~~我们连爱你这句话都无法讲~~艘楼撒浪喊当吗哟摸太艘呢哟~~(合唱)让爱成为你我心中那永远盛开的花穿越时空绝不低头永不放弃的梦( 金喜善)我们是因为太爱所以更使得我们痛苦~~无里耨木撒浪黑艘哈怕艘呢哟~~我们连爱你这句话都无法讲~~艘楼撒浪喊当吗哟摸太艘呢哟~~(合唱)让爱成为你我心中那永远盛开的花( 金喜善)wu-rli so-jung-haed-deon yak-sok yi-ji-nou mal-a-yo无里艘句U 黑都呀K艘一几耨吗啊哟(合唱)唯有真爱追随你我穿越无尽时空( 金喜善)我们连爱你这句话都无法讲~~艘楼撒浪喊当吗哟摸太艘呢哟~~( 成龙)爱是心中唯一不变美丽的神-话

屋頂 - 周杰倫／溫嵐曲︰周杰倫詞︰周杰倫編︰屠穎＊男︰半夜睡不著覺　把心情哼成歌只好到屋頂找另一個夢境女︰睡夢中被敲醒　我還是不確定怎會有動人弦律在對面的屋頂我悄悄關上門　帶著希望上去原來是我夢裡常出現的那個人＃男︰那個人不就是我夢裡那模糊的人我們有同樣的默契男︰用天線女︰用天線　排成愛妳的形狀男︰排成愛你的形狀＋女︰在屋頂唱著你的歌男︰在屋頂和我愛的人女︰讓星星點綴成最合︰浪漫的夜晚　擁抱這時刻這一分一秒全都停止男︰愛開始糾結％女︰在屋頂唱著你的歌男︰在屋頂和我愛的人女︰將泛黃的夜獻給合︰最孤獨的月　擁抱這時刻這一分一秒全都停止男︰愛開始糾結合︰夢有你而美重唱　＊,＃,＋,％女︰讓我愛你是誰男︰是我女︰讓你愛我是誰男︰是妳女︰怎會有合︰動人弦律環繞在我倆的身邊女︰讓我愛你是誰男︰是我女︰讓你愛我是誰男︰是妳女︰原來是合︰這屋頂有美麗的邂逅男︰在屋頂唱著你的歌在屋頂和我愛的人

豆漿油條 - 林俊傑曲︰林俊傑詞︰張思爾編︰蔡政勳／陳建瑋喝純白的豆漿　是純白的浪漫望著你可愛臉龐　和你純真的模樣我傻傻對你笑　是你憂愁解藥你說我就像油條　很簡單卻很美好＊我知道　你和我　就像是豆漿油條要一起　吃下去　味道才會是最好你需要我的傻笑　我需要你的擁抱愛情就是要這樣　它才不會淡掉＃我知道　有時候　也需要吵吵鬧鬧但始終　也知道　只有你對我最好豆漿離不開油條　讓我愛你愛到老愛情就是要這樣　它才幸福美好＋我知道　都知道　你知道　你都知道好不好　別偷笑　笑　讓我知道〔就好〕我喝完熱豆漿　卻念著還想要你吃完金黃油條　愛情又要再發酵重唱　＊,＃,＋,＋

第一次 - 光良曲︰光良詞︰張天成編︰MAC CHEW 當你看著我　我沒有開口已被你猜透　還是沒把握還是沒有符合　你的要求＊是我自己想得太多　還是你也在閃躲如果真的選擇是我　我鼓起勇氣去接受不知不覺讓視線開始閃爍＃喔　第一次我　說愛你的時候呼吸難過　心不停地顫抖喔　第一次我　牽起你的雙手失去方向　不知該往那兒走那是一起相愛的理由那是一起斯守　〔對我〕＋喔　第一次吻　你深深的酒渦想要清醒卻沖昏了頭喔　第一次你　躺在我的胸口二十四小時沒有分開過那是第一次知道　天長地久重唱　＊,＃感覺你屬於我　感覺你的眼眸第一次就決定　決不會錯重唱　＃,＋

sunday

2006-10-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

humans say things to other ppl,...selfish things,...

knowing that it might not be possible,..

selfish,..good or bad,..????

it is the self,...self,..self,..
its within one self,..own self,..

sh*t,..haven return my overdue library books

chun hyang's songs r so good,...loved them,..so,...emotional,...so,...power,..
shiok,..

think think thnk think think think think thin kthin k,..haven really take its flight,......think think thinhk think think think think think,....really bad,..
time has already taken the earlier flight,..

what is my existence on earth for,....i always forgot my answers,..

funny,..if i'm not born,...where will i be,..who or even wat will i be,..

an ant,..who can carry more den its own weight,.?
a tiny cockroach ,..crushed by those human foot,..?

why am i born in 1984,...?? why am in born to my parents,..and have my mom who is born to my grandparents,..and my aunts and uncles who were born to my granddies,..

pardon my engo,..

i asked and ponder too much
,..its wat happen when ,...i have nothing much to do,..

how come i meet the ppl i meet,..

overall,..i believe,...there is an interesting pathway,..laid for me,..every detours,...pitholes,..any tripped,..or falls,...were in the package,...its a life tour package,..

okokok,..i need to sleep now,...e ghost show i watch on tv was so scary,...
i better sleep before i became the last to,...

oh man,..i love these songs,..

can i have an mp3 inbuilt into my brain,..so i can play these songs over and over,.??? surround sound pls,...

4 more years,...its late,..but...not too late,..at least im not like 95 years old,..

three things that old ppl regret and would like to take up if they can rewind and live their life again

one: take more risks in life,..
two: reflect more,..
three: forgotten le,..this is the one with the most impact to me,..should ask jen again

one: certainly life will be more interesting,...yeah,..this should be the way,..
two: i think i have too much reflection,..of my own,..need other ppl's views too,..steal from them
three: i'll get back to this as soon as i ask jen

how to work and don seem to be working

one: permanent contentment
two: i forgot
three: i also forgot,..

hahahhahahahaha,..hai,..er,..anyway,..

WAN AN!!! !!! !!! MUACK,..a kiss for my weewoo,..hehehehehehhe,...yikes,..

good evening

2006-10-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

good evening,...happy sat and sun,...^_^ doing nothing much,..really wasting my time away,...ran through ppl's blog,..seeing how they write down their daily day to day happenings,..
wat they do and stuff,.how they feel,...

sudden felt,.that humans r so,....weak emotionally,....including me,...so weak dayo,...worst den animals out there,..

maybe i do,..blog my feelings down too,...i think i do,..

some ppl write down their feelings openly
some don,..
some don even blog
some find blogging letting ppl know bout their thoughts

well,...don't know how true each person really is when blogging,..

surely i won blog bout my real emotions,..
that will be too,.....
how to let ppl know how weak or how strong you r,..?
i don't
surely don't wan ppl to know,...

i loved this midi file,...oh sooo sweet,...
dunno wat is the title though

22 year old lor,....
wow,....
wat have i been doing the past 22 years,...
but,..lots and lots of good memories though,..overall,...very good life,..a very meaningful past,..very sweet and bitter at the same time,..i think the bitter part will turn into something sweet someday,...dunno when that day will come,..looking fwd to that,..or maybe it will live with me all together forever,...oh my ,..

met all the people that shape my life for me,...so good,..can't name all,..too many le,.some of which i have forgotten,...their names,..even looks,..only vague memories of their figures,..and vague memories of their words,..

current status: looking fwd to meeting more ppl in life that will help me shape my life,..
think life is just bout meeting ppl,..and learning bout yourself,...that is all ba,..

am i too positive,..seems that there is no really sad or negative things that can really make one die,..sad things do happen,..but soon,..one day ,..it will turn into something good,..or something good will happen that make you wanna live again,..

ya,..i know when i will be really really really sad,....the day when i die ba,..(for now i say this la,..),..cos life is so good now and everything is so,...wow,..that if,..i were to go to a forever sleeping session ,..and leave all i have behind me,...,...that is,...the real sad,...

sometimes,..i do wish something bad or very very sad will happen,..so at least i have an idea how it really feels,..and to see how i will react, ..will i survive?? will i crush and fall,..who will be there really to give a helping hand,..??? ..seems to me that i am in this safe secure surroundings,..isn't this a world where everyone thrive to survive,..isn't this the cold world where living is so tough,..so,..i think i am not really living in the real world yet,...

can't wait to come out,.life will be harder den,...hahaha,..i think i am sick,...i really am,..

okay okay,..maybe i am wrong,...humans,...life is not so much of survival,..at least not so in this part of the world,..it is more on mental survival,..living the life you want,..learning not to see so much of how other ppl think,..learning not to be affected by toopid ppl,..learning to be stronger mentally,...physically strong is only the exterior for our body to be able to hold on,..but it is the menal that controls everything,..

human,..life is all about mental survival,...

i am still a kid,...happy children's day,.. teenage mutant nijia turtle,turtles in the hard shell,..turtle power,....oh man,..miss the turtles,..my favourite,..the purple one with the stick,...

nono,...i am not a coco power ranger person,..

yes,..i love hi 5

oh i adore barney

i love you ,.you love me,..we're great friends as friends should be ,.with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you,...will you say you love me too,.HAHAHAHA

not much of a care bear,..or smurf person,..

oh,..i love captain planet,..

and ,.......i love caiilou,..

okok,...i know the barney thing is still creating an impact on you,...but,..wats wrong with the purple dinosaur,..???

its a friendly rex you know,...and he will transform into a smaller version when the show ends,..

starting to emerged

2006-10-01T00:27:00.000+08:00

,......now,...trying to emerge out from the shell,....trying my best,...good luck for me,....i will succeed,....life,....life is good,....

alicia keys ( i love the piano background)
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you
Some people search for a fountain
The promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me a world on a silver platter
And what good would it be?
With no one to share, with no one who truly cares for me
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you
If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

fallin loved this song tooo,......

I keep on fallin in love with you Sometimes I love ya Sometimes you make me blue Sometimes I feel good At times I feel used Loving you darling Makes me so confused I keep on fallin in and out of love with you I never loved someone way that I loved you Oh,oh,oh I never felt this way How do you give me so much pleasure and cause me so much pain Just when I think I've taken more than would a fool I start fallin back in love with you I keep on fallin in and out of love with you I never loved someone way that I loved you(oh baby) oh,oh,oh,oh,ooooh(yeahyeah) Oh,oh,oh,oh,fallin(fall)(fall)(fall)(fall) I keep on fallin in and out of love with you I never loved somebody way that I love you

door opened

2006-09-26T22:24:00.000+08:00

today is a,.......crazy day,....a sad day,...an eye opening day,...a ,.......

bro is really something,...he has got all the controls,...he won,...
yeah,...three cheers for him,...

on wat i was totally crushed with,..bro has got all to with it,..to lift it up with just a simple snap,...

a snap that stunned me,..and most made me almost amazed ever,.just something so small,..so norm to him,..made me a little sad,..den silence,..den even sadder..never did i finally realised how far i am,...

i surrender,...i could never do that,...i could never achieve that,..forever in my life,..that is beyond my reach,..i gave up the goal,..it should never be a goal to start with,..cos,....there is never a path to make it a journey,..i must try my best to forget that goal,..^_^ or rather find new goals to cover this goal,..this toopid goal,...i never knew why i have this goal and held it dearly,..this is the worst goal to achieve in my life,..the greatest mistake,..i should have been more stingy,..wat an error,...

look on the bright side,...i have seemed to put down the heaviest load off my shoulders,..have i,..?????

somehow i don think so,..

haunted,..

i am haunted,...and i don like it,...sh*t,.wat a dragged,..

tired ,...but very happi

2006-09-24T22:43:00.000+08:00

,....i loved music,...

i am so tired,..my eyes r closing,..

my back straining from the sleeping in funny position yes.

^_^ today is a good happy day,..hehe,..

had a ,...sort of ghostly dream yesterday

forgotten le,.sians,...else can draw it out,...

hehhe,..
this feeling is,..

just so good,..

toopid bro come and disturb me,..

go away la,..now is my private time with my weewoo blog,.

many wonder wat weewoo means,..
weewoo is a dog's name,..
my first stray dog,..
who waited me,..
for so long
wait for me ,.to accompany to wait for my bus that bring me to school
wait for me ,..when i come back from school,..where i board the bus,.
waited for me to play with him,.
waited for me to come back,..everyday,.when i attended granpa's funeral back in jalan sisi,..
waited everyday ,..at the door that won open,...until one day
a man took him away to the jungle,..
and i came back,..only to know i lost him after losing my granpa,..
it was my neighbour,..who told me he was waiting for me everyday for me,...outside my door,..someone to open from inside the empty house,..
i hated the old man,..who told me he brought him into the jungle,...
hated when i whistle and saw no sign of him,...weewoo is not a name to be called,...weewoo is a whistle sound,..my calling for him,..from my seventh floor to the first floor playground where he lives,..and he will run up,...i can whistle in the early morn,..late at night,...loved whistling and see him running in circles around the field below,..looking up at me,..jumping and his tongue hanging in the air,..i never used the lift though,..lifts were too far away from my unit,..we used the stairs,..i loved the stairs,..you can hear his paws even before he reaches,..cos he never got his nails chipped away,..the nails made a special noise when he climb up the stairs,.,..that made me smile everytime,..it is hard for him to go down the stairs though,..he went down in a funny way,..that also make me laugh,..

i miss him,...
sharing my icecreams with him,..(to think i actually ate the area he licked,..wat was i thinking that time)
giving the ham off my breakfast every morning
giving him the prawns, and pieces of meat off my din,..
miss roller blading with him,..
running his poor leg over with the blade,..
his smell,..of rain,....
when he,..protected me from the pack of dogs that i wander into thinking,..(i have no idea wat is a pack of dogs,..territory,...i only know,..so cute,...)
i miss him climbing up to my floor,..
miss him sleeping in the seesaw,..
miss him shaking in the rain,..
i only know he is black,..and he has golden spots above his eyes,..
i dunno his breed,..i forgotten if he has droopy or standing ears,..
i can rem his tongue though,.and his smell,...
i know one thing,...he don bark,...that is wat i remember,..i never hear him bark before,..
i miss him licking my face in the early morning,..even though how i dislike,.cos,..it smelt so much like rain,..salty rain,.it was so cold every morning while waiting for the bus,.you can even see haze,..is like 610 in the morning,..me and him,..hehe,..he sat patiently ,..^_^
i loved weewoo,...

this kind of feeling

2006-09-18T20:36:00.000+08:00

what happened a few hours ago,...when returning home,...

this kind of feeling is like from description - high,...like drowning in beer, like taking subutex (from the recent newspapers), like taking esctasy (i dunno how to spell this though"

thrilling and exciting,..hiding,..
bleaming,...bleaming and still bleaming,..

leaving you to think of all the outcomes,...be it "good", "bad", "as imagined" 'surprised", "sad",..

but overall,...the process of it is the best feeling,...
the mind just went like a crazy train,...

after the addiction,..comes the downfall

the outcome,...
it is usually as not to wat you have thought,...only beautiful things played in your mind,..reality r often very much of a disappointment,...that is why they say don count the chickens before the eggs hatch

today's outcome,...

a special feeling,..
a negative feeling
but must be treasured,...
cos,...
this should be the kind of feeling
this kind of feeling must be it,..
this degree of negative,...must be it
you can't say sad,...cos this kind of negative comes with a prize,...a prize for the opposite to be positive,..very positive,..
this kind of negative simply puts a frown to your face,..
and leaves you to remind yourself,...
a tear or two might come,..
your heart is flooded,..
but it is not sad,..

some may say,..hurt,..
i dunno,..
how can you choose to hurt yourself,..???

i must remember the outcome i have today,...
so i won't be drenched when the day comes,.
it is good to have this kind of feeling
at least i have it before,..
it might not be so negative the next time round
cos i have it now,..i know i lived on
i'll know i can do the same
the next time round

overall,..i sort of miss this kind of feeling,...this feeling is even better den love,...it leaves you ,...the best of all kinds of feelings,...

saturday

2006-09-16T11:42:00.000+08:00

finally,....got sat and sun to myself,...hahahhahahahahahhahahahhhaha ^_^
^_^

should buy a piggy and start feeding him or her,...ya.,...

should start reading the newspaper,...its a good habit anyway,...
should start studying some foreign language,...maybe,...

miss my jogging,....

,...why am i so easily influenced by my mum,...its driving me crazy,...
help me,...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway,...i've made great progress compared to last time,...don wanna be a slave to the though,..waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting,....and waiting,...i have quite had enough,...really,....wat r the guys doing,..for christ sake,...not talking bout dad though,...

all flared up bout 's shit,...wat am i to you guys,..?? a shock absorber,...

okay,..i'm really mad now,..

i dunno,..fancy crying over something's not worthy,..from my point of view,..is simply ridculous,..how about ur mom man,..?? got the job got the looks,...

got the brains got the time,..wat the heck ya doing,..

just hurry contribute,..don dwell so long in your past,..you still have a brain do you,..

and you,....wat,..ever,..i,...have no comments,..

i move on too fast,..i wanna go back,...but i can't ,..i know,...look into the future,..thats wat i'm gonna do,...don talk to me bout last time,...i have my own life you know,..you all know,...so start open up your eyes and contribute,...all idiots,....pieces of shit,..lumps of shit

today

2006-09-11T21:47:00.000+08:00

had a rather enjoyable day,...finally played something on the piano and discover i can spend sometime there,...^_^ sometime that will draw me into it,...how nice,..

childhood songs 2

2006-09-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

the corrupted one

Smells Like Teen Spirit Lyrics
by Nirvana[ Download Free Lyrics Software featuring Nirvana ] [ Send to a friend ]
Load up on guns and
Bring your friends
It's fun to lose
And to pretend
She's over bored
And self assured
Oh no, I know
A dirty word
hello, how low? [x bunch of times]
With the lights out it's less dangerous
Here we are now
Entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now
Entertain us
A mulatto
An albino
A mosquito
My Libido
Yeah
I'm worse at what I do best
And for this gift I feel blessed
Our little group has always been
And always will until the end
hello, how low? [x bunch of times]
With the lights out it's less dangerous
Here we are now
Entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now
Entertain us
A mulatto
An albino
A mosquito
My Libido
Yeah
And I forget
Just why I taste
Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile
I found it hard
It was hard to find
Oh well, whatever, nevermind
hello, how low? [x bunch of times]
With the lights out it's less dangerous
Here we are now
Entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now
Entertain us
A mulatto
An albino
A mosquito
My Libido
Yeah, a denial
A denial
A denial...

madonna vogue
Strike a poseStrike a poseVogue, vogue, vogueVogue, vogue, vogue
Look around everywhere you turn is heartacheIt's everywhere that you go (look around)You try everything you can to escapeThe pain of life that you know (life that you know)
When all else fails and you long to beSomething better than you are todayI know a place where you can get awayIt's called a dance floor, and here's what it's for, so
Come on, vogueLet your body move to the music (move to the music)Hey, hey, heyCome on, vogueLet your body go with the flow (go with the flow)You know you can do it
All you need is your own imaginationSo use it that's what it's for (that's what it's for)Go inside, for your finest inspirationYour dreams will open the door (open up the door)
It makes no difference if you're black or whiteIf you're a boy or a girlIf the music's pumping it will give you new lifeYou're a superstar, yes, that's what you are, you know it
Come on, vogueLet your body groove to the music (groove to the music)Hey, hey, heyCome on, vogueLet your body go with the flow (go with the flow)You know you can do it
Beauty's where you find itNot just where you bump and grind itSoul is in the musicalThat's where I feel so beautifulMagical, life's a ballSo get up on the dance floor
Come on, vogueLet your body move to the music (move to the music)Hey, hey, heyCome on, vogueLet your body go with the flow (go with the flow)You know you can do it
Vogue, (Vogue)Beauty's where you find it (move to the music)Vogue, (Vogue)Beauty's where you find it (go with the flow)
Greta Garbo, and MonroeDietrich and DiMaggioMarlon Brando, Jimmy DeanOn the cover of a magazine
Grace Kelly; Harlow, JeanPicture of a beauty queenGene Kelly, Fred AstaireGinger Rogers, dance on air
They had style, they had graceRita Hayworth gave good faceLauren, Katharine, Lana tooBette Davis, we love you
Ladies with an attitudeFellows that were in the moodDon't just stand there, let's get to itStrike a pose, there's nothing to it
Vogue, vogue
Oooh, you've got toLet your body move to the musicOooh, you've got to justLet your body go with the flowOooh, you've got toVogue

ace of base,...the sign,...i loved this sign,...just describe wat i'm feeling now,..
I, I got a new life, you would hardly recognize me, I'm so glad How can a person like me care for you? I, why do I bother, when you're not the one for me? Oo-hoo-hoo-oo-oo Is enough enough? I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes, I saw the sign Life is demanding without understanding I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes, I saw the sign No one's gonna drag you up to get into the light here you belong But where do you belong? I, under the pale moon, for so many years I wondered who you are How could a person like you bring me joy? Under the pale moon, where I see a lot of stars Oo-hoo-hoo-oo-oo Is enough enough? I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes, I saw the sign Life is demanding without understanding I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes, I saw the sign No one's gonna drag you up to get into the light where you belong But where do you belong? Oh, oh-oh-oh I saw the sign and it opened up my mind And I am happy now living without you I've left you Oh, oh-oh-oh I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes, I saw the sign No one's gonna drag you up to get into the light where you belong (I saw the sign, I saw the si-ee-ign) I saw the sign (I saw the sign, I saw the si-ee-i-ee-ign) (I saw the sign, I saw the sign) I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes, I saw the sign

counting crows mr jones
Sha la la la la la la... I was down at the New Amsterdam staring at this yellow-haired girl Mr. Jones strikes up a conversation with this black-haired flamenco dancer You know She dances while his father plays guitar She's suddenly beautiful We all want something beautiful I wish I was beautiful So come dance this silence down through the morning sha la la la la la yeah Cut up Maria! Show me some of them Spanish dances and Pass me a bottle, Mr. Jones Believe in me Help me believe in anything 'Cause I want to be someone who believes Mr. Jones and me tell each other fairy tales Stare at the beautiful women "She's looking at you. Ah, no, no, she's looking at me." Smiling in the bright lights Coming through in stereo When everybody loves you, you can never be lonely I will paint my picture Paint myself in blue and red and black and gray All of the beautiful colors are very very meaningful Grey is my favorite color I felt so symbolic yesterday If I knew Picasso I would buy myself a gray guitar and play Mr. Jones and me look into the future yeah we stare at the beautiful women "She's looking at you. Uh, I don't think so. She's looking at me." Standing in the spotlight I bought myself a gray guitar When everybody loves me, I will never be lonely I will never be lonely I'm never gonna be lonely I want to be a lion Everybody wants to pass as cats We all want to be big big stars, but we got different reasons for that Believe in me because I don't believe in anything and I, I want to be someone, to believe, to believe, to believe! Mr. Jones and me stumbling through the barrio Yeah we stare at the beautiful women "She's perfect for you, Man, there's got to be somebody for me." I want to be Bob Dylan Mr. Jones wishes he was someone just a little more funky When everybody loves you, oh son, that's just about as funky as you can be Mr. Jones and me staring at the video When I look at the television, I want to see me staring right back at me We all want to be big stars, but we don't know why and we don't know how But when everybody loves me, I wanna to be, just about as happy as I can be Mr. Jones and me, we're gonna be big stars...

Kiss From A Rose Lyrics
by Seal[ Download Free Lyrics Software featuring Seal ] [ Send to a friend ]
There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea.
You became the light on the dark side of me.
Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill.
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and
The light that you shine can be seen.
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Ooh,
The more I get of you,
Stranger it feels, yeah.
And now that your rose is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grey.
There is so much a man can tell you,
So much he can say.
You remain,
My power, my pleasure, my pain, baby
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny.
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby?
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen.
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grey,
I've been kissed by a rose on the grey,
I've been kissed by a rose
I've been kissed by a rose on the grey,
...And if I should fall along the way
I've been kissed by a rose
...been kissed by a rose on the grey.
There is so much a man can tell you,
So much he can say.
You remain
My power, my pleasure, my pain.
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny, yeah
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby.
But did you know,
That when it snows,
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen.
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey.
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom on the grey.
Yes I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
Ooh, the more I get of you
Stranger it feels, yeah
And now that your rose is in bloom
A light hits the gloom on the grey
Now that your rose is in bloom,
A light hits the gloom on the grey.

alanis morissette ironic
Yeahyeahyeah yeahyeahyeah An old man turned ninety-eight He won the lottery and died the next day It's a black fly in your Chardonnay It's a death row pardon two minutes too late Isn't it ironic... don't you think It's like rain on your wedding day It's a free ride when you've already paid It's the good advice that you just didn't take Who would've thought... it figures Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids good-bye He waited his whole damn life to take that flight And as the plane crashed down he thought "Well, isn't this nice." And isn't it ironic ... don't you think It's like rain on your wedding day It's a free ride when you've already paid It's the good advice that you just didn't take Who would've thought... it figures Well, life has a funny way of sneaking up on you When you think everything's okay and everything's going right And life has a funny way of helping you out when You think everything's gone wrong and everthing blows up in your face A traffic jam when you're already late A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break It's like 10,000 spoons when all you need is a knife It's meeting the man of my dreams And then meeting his beautiful wife And isn't it ironic... don't you think A little too ironic.. and yeah I really do think... It's like rain on your wedding day It's a free ride when you've already paid It's the good advice that you just didn't take Who would've thought... it figures Well, life has a funny way of sneaking up on you And life has a funny way of helping you out Helping you out.

Rembrandts - I'll Be There for You Lyrics
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So no one told you life was gonna be this wayYour job's a joke, you're brokeyour love life's D.O.A
It's like you're always stuck in second gearOh when it hasn't been your dayYour week, your month, or even your year
I'll be there for youWhen the rain starts to pourI'll be there for youLike I've been there beforeI'll be there for you'Cause you're there for me, too
You're still in bed at ten and work began at eightYou've burned your breakfastSo far things are going greatYour mother warned you there'd be days like theseBut she didn't tell you when the worldHas brought you down to your knees(repeat 1)
No one could ever know meNo one could ever see meSeems you're the only one who knowsWhat it's like to be me
Someone to face the day withMake it through all the rest withSomeone I'll always laugh withEven at my worst I'm best with you
It's like you're always stuck in second gearOh when it hasn't been your dayYour week, your month, or even your year
I'll be there for youWhen the rain starts to pourI'll be there for youLike I've been there beforeI'll be there for you'Cause you're there for me, too

boys II men water runs dry

We don't even talk anymoreAnd we don't even know what we argue aboutDon't even say I love you no more'Cause saying how we feel is no longer allowedSome people will work things outAnd some just don't know how to change
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Chorus:Let's don't wait till the water runs dryWe might watch our whole lives pass us byLet's don't wait till the water runs dryWe'll make the biggest mistake of our livesDon't do it baby
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Now they can see the tears in our eyesBut we deny the pain that lies deep in our heartsWell maybe that's a pain we can't hide'Cause everybody knows that we're both torn apartWhy do we hurt each otherWhy do we push love away
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WaitDon't do it babyWaitDon't do it babyWaitWatchWaitNo, no babyWe might watch our whole lives, yeahDon't wait for the water

another holy song
Joan Osbourne
One of Us

If God had a nameWhat would it be?And would you call it to his faceIf you were faced with himIn all his gloryWhat would you askIf you had just one question?Yeah yeah God is greatYeah yeah God is goodYeah yeah yeah yeah yeahWhat if God was one of us?Just a slob like one of usJust a stranger on the busTrying to make his way homeIf God had a faceWhat would it look like?And would you want to seeIf seeing meant that you would have to believeIn things like heaven and in Jesus and the saints and all the prophetsAnd yeah yeah God is greatYeah yeah God is goodYeah yeah yeah yeah yeahWhat if God was one of us?Just a slob like one of usJust a stranger on the busTrying to make his way homeTrying to make his way homeBack up to heaven all aloneNobody callin' on the phone'cept for the Pope maybe in RomeYeah yeah God is greatYeah yeah God is goodYeah yeah yeah yeah yeahWhat if God was one of us?Just a slob like one of usJust a stranger on the busTrying to make his way homeJust trying to make his way homeLike a holy rollin' stoneBack up to heaven all aloneJust trying to make his way homeNobody callin' on the phone'cept for the Pope maybe in Rome...

Basket Case Lyrics
by Green Day[ Download Free Lyrics Software featuring Green Day ] [ Send to a friend ]
Do you have the time
to listen to me whine
About NOTHING and EVERYTHING
all at once
I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone
No doubt about it
Sometimes I give myself the CREEPS
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm CRACKING UP
Am I just PARANOID?
Or am I just STONED
I went to a shrink
To analyze my dreams
SHE says it's lack of sex
that's bringing me down
I went to a whore
HE said my life's a bore
So quit my whining cause
it's bringing HER down
Sometimes I give myself the CREEPS
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm CRACKING UP
Am I just PARANOID?
Uh,yuh,yuh,ya
Grasping to CONTROL
So I BETTER hold on
Sometimes I give myself the CREEPS
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm CRACKING UP
Am I just PARANOID?
Or am I just STONED

Lovefool Lyrics
by Cardigans[ Download Free Lyrics Software featuring Cardigans ] [ Send to a friend ]
Dear, I fear we're facing a problem
you love me no longer, I know
and maybe there is nothing
that I can do to make you do
Mama tells me I shouldn't bother
that I ought to stick to another man
a man that surely deserves me
but I think you do!
So I cry, I pray and I beg
Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
love me love me
pretend that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
Love me love me
say that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
I can't care 'bout anything but you...
Lately I have desperately pondered,
spent my nights awake and I wonder
what I could do have done in another way
to make you stay
Reason will not lead to solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care
as long as you don't go

Killing Me Softly Lyrics
by Fugees[ Download Free Lyrics Software featuring Fugees ] [ Send to a friend ]
[LAURYN:]
Strumming dub plates with our fingers,
Eliminate sounds with our song,
Killing a sound boy with this sound,
Killing a sound boy with this sound,
Taking sound boys' lives with this dub, killing him softly with this sound.
Strumming my pain with his fingers, singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song, killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words, killing me softly with his song.
I heard he sang a good song, I heard he had a style,
And so I came to see him and listen for a while.
And there he was this young bwoy, stranger to my eyes,
Strumming my pain with his fingers,
Singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song, killing me softly with his song, telling
my whole life with
his words, killing me softly with his song. I felt all flushed with fever,
embarrassed by the crowd, I felt he found my letters and read each one out loud.
I prayed that he would finish, but he just kept right on strumming my pain
with his fingers, singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song, killing me softly with his song, telling my
whole life with his words, killing me softly with his song
[CLEF:]
Yo L-Boogie, take it to the bridge
[LAURYN:]
Strumming my pain with his fingers, singing my life with his words,
killing me softly with his song,
killing me softly with his song,
telling my whole life with his words,
killing me softly with his song.
Strumming my pain with his finger, yeah he was . . .
shoutouts and fade.

Shine Lyrics
by Collective Soul[ Download Free Lyrics Software featuring Collective Soul ] [ Send to a friend ]
Give me a word
Give me a sign
Show me where to look
Tell me what will I find
Lay me on the ground
Fly me in the sky
Show me where to look
Tell me what will I find
Oh, heaven let your light shine down
Love is in the water
Love is in the air
Show me where to go
Tell me will love be there
Teach me how to speak
Teach me how to share
Teach me where to go
Tell me will love be there
Oh, heaven let your light shine down

Opp
Naughty By Nature lyrics
Harm me with harmonyDave drop a load on 'em OPP, how can I explain itI'll take you frame by frame itTo have y'all jumpin' shall we singin' itO is for Other, P is for People scratchin' templeThe last P...well...that's not that simpleIt's sorta like another way to call a cat a kittenIt's five little letters that are missin' hereYou get on occassion at the other partyAs a game 'n it seems I gotta start to explainin'Bust itYou ever had a girl and met her on a nice helloYou get her name and number and then you feelin' real mellowYou get home, wait a day, she's what you wanna know aboutThen you call up and it's her girlfriend or her cousin's houseIt's not a front, F to the R to the O to the N to the TIt's just her boyfriend's at her house (Boy, that's what is scary)It's OPP, time other people's what you get itThere's no room for relationship there's just room to hit itHow many brothers out there know just what I'm gettin' atWho thinks it's wrong 'cos I'm splittin' and co-hittin' atWell if you do, that's OPP and you're not down with itBut if you don't, here's your membershipChorus:You down with OPP (Yeah you know me) 3XWho's down with OPP (Every last homie)You down with OPP (Yeah you know me) 3XWho's down with OPP (All the homies)As for the ladies, OPP means something giftedThe first two letters are the same but the last is something differentIt's the longest, loveliest, lean-- I call it the leanestIt's another five letter word rhymin' with cleanest and meanestI won't get into that, I'll do it...ah...sorta properlyI say the last P...hmmm...stands for propertyNow lady here comes a kiss, blow a kiss back to me, now tell me exactlyHave you ever known a brother who have another like ah girl or wifeAnd you just had to stop and just 'cos he look just as niceYou looked at him, he looked at you and you knew right awayThat he had someone but he was gonna be yours anywayYou couldn't be seen with him and honestly you didn't care'Cos in a room behind a door no one but y'all are thereWhen y'all are finish, y'all can leave and only y'all would knowAnd then y'all could throw the skeleton bones right in the closet do'Now don't be shocked 'cos if you're down I want your hands up highSay OPP (OPP) I like to say with prideNow when you do it, do it well and make sure that it countsYou're now down with a discountChorus:You down with OPP (Yeah you know me) 3XWho's down with OPP (Every last lady)You down with OPP (Yeah you know me) 3XWho's down with OPP (All the ladies)This girl ah tried to OPP meI had a girl and she knew that matter-of-fact my girl was partner's thatHad a fall out, disagreement, yeah an argumentShe tried to do me so we did it in my apartment, bust itThat wasn't the thing it must have been the way she hit the ceiling'Cos after that she kept on coming back and catchin' feelingsI said, Let's go my girl is coming so you gotta leaveShe said, Oh no, I love you Treach I said, Now child pleaseYou gots to leave, come grab your coat, right now you gotta goI said now look you to the stairs and to the stairwindowThis was a thing, a little thing, you shouldn't have put your heart'Cos you know I was OPP, hell from the very startCome on, come on, now let me tell you what it's all aboutWhen you get down, you can't go 'round runnin' off at the mouthThat's rule number one in this OPP establishmentYou keep your mouth shut and it won't get back to her or himExciting isn't it, a special kinda businessMany of you will catch the same sorta OPP is you withHim or her for sure is going to admit itWhen OPP comes, damn-- skippy I'm with itChorus:You down with OPP (Yeah you know me) 3XWho's down with OPP (This whole party)You down with OPP (Yeah you know me) 3XWho's down with OPP (This whole party)Break it down!

childhood songs

2006-09-03T01:49:00.000+08:00

"whitney houston " "i have nothing"

Share my lifeTake me for what I amCuz I'll never changeAll my colors for youTake my loveI'll never ask for too muchJust all that you areAnd everything that you doI don't really need to lookVery much fartherI don't wanna goWhere you don't followI don't hold it back againThis passion insideCan't run from myselfThere's nowhere to hideChorus:Don't make me close one more doorI don't wanna hurt anymoreStay in my arms if you dareMust I imagine you there?Don't walk away from meI Have NothingNothingNothing, if i don't have you (you-oo, you-oo, you)You see throughRight to the heart of meYou break down my wallsWith the strength of your love (mm..)I never knewLove like I known it's with youWill the memories survive?One I can hold on toI don't really need to lookVery much fartherI don't wanna goWhere you don't followI don't hold it back againThis passion insideCan't run from myselfThere's nowhere to hideYou're the love I remember foreverRepeat Chorus (2X)Don't walk away from meDon't walk away from meDon't you dare walk away from meI have nothingNothingNothing, if I don't have youYou, if I don't have you

my very first tape i bought
Mariah carey
Song:
Dreamlover
Album:
OnesI need a lover to give meThe kind of loveThat will last alwaysI need somebody upliftingTo take me awayI want a lover who knows meWho understands how I feel insideSomeone to comfort and hold meThrough the long lonely nights'Till the dawnWhy don't you take me away(chorus:)Dreamlover come rescue meTake me up take me downTake me anywhere you want to baby nowI need you so desperatelyWon't you please colme around'Cause I wanna share forever with you babyI don't want another pretenderTo disillusion me one more timeWhispering words of foreverPlaying with my mindI need someone to hold on toThe kind of love that won't fly awayI just want someone to belong toEverydayOf my lifeAlwaysSo come and take me away(chorus)

catchy song ,..like when they go a licky boom boom down,.
SnowInformerSnow Lyrics"Informer"[CHORUS:]InformerYou know say daddy me snow me-a (gonna) blameA licky boom-boom down'Tective man he say, say Daddy Me Snow me stab someone down the laneA licky boom-boom downPolice-a them-a they come and-a they blow down me doorOne him come crawl through through my windowSo they put me in the back the car at the stationFrom that point on I reach my destinationWell the destination reached in down-a East detentionWhere they whip down me pants look up me bottom[CHORUS]Bigger they are they think they have more powerThere on the phone me say that on hourMe for want to use it once and-a me call me loverLover who me callin'-a the one TammyAnd me love her in my heart down to my belly-aYes say Daddy Me Snow me I feel cool and deadlyYes the one MC Shan and the one Daddy SnowTogether we-a love 'em(?) as a tornado[CHORUS]Listen to me ya better listen for me nowListen to me ya better listen for me nowWhen-a me rock-a the microphone, me rock on steady-aYes-a Daddy Me Snow me are the article donBut the in an a-out (?) a dance an they say, Where ya come from?People them say I come from JamaicaBut me born and raised (in the ghetto) I want ya to know-aPure black people man thats all I man knowYeah me shoes are-a tear up an-a my toes used to show-aWhere me-a born in-a the one Toronto[CHORUS]Come with a nice young ladyIntelligent, yes she gentle and irieEverywhere me go me never lef' her at all-ieYes-a Daddy Snow me are the roam dance man-aRoam between-a dancin' in-a in-a nation-aYou never know say Daddy Me Snow me are the boom shakataMe never lay-a down flat in-a one cardboard box-aYes-a Daddy Me Snow me-a go reachin' out da top[CHORUS]Why would he? [repeat][MC Shan:]Me sittin round cool with my jiggy jiggy girlPolice knock my door, lick up my palRough me up and I cant do a thingPick up my line when my telephone ringTake me to the station, black up my handsTrail me down 'cause I'm hangin with the SnowmanWhat an I gonna do, I'm backed and I'm trappedSmack me in my face, took all of my gapThey have no clues and they wanna get warmerBut Shan won't turn informer[CHORUS]

Bryan AdamsPlease Forgive MeStill feels like Our first night together Feels like the first kiss It's getting better baby No-one can better this Still holding on You're still the one First time our eyes met Same feeling I get Only feels much stronger I wanna love you longer You still turn the fire on (Chorus) So if you're feeling lonely, don't You're the only love I ever want I only wanna make it good So if I love you a little more than I should Please forgive me I know not what I do Please forgive me I can't stop loving you Don't deny me This pain I'm going through Please forgive me If I need you like I do Please believe it every word I say is true Please forgive me I can't stop loving you Still feels like our best times are together Feels like the first touch Still getting closer baby Can't get close enough Still holding on Still number one I remember the smell of your skin I remember everything I remember all your moods I remember you, yeah ! I remember the nights you know I still do (Repeat Chorus) One thing I'm sure of Is the way we make love One thing I depend on Is for us to stay strong In every word and every breath I'm praying That's why I'm saying Please forgive me I know not what I do Please forgive me I can't stop loving you Don't deny me This pain I'm going through Please forgive me If I need you like I do Please believe it every word I say is true Please forgive me I can't stop loving you

wataholyholy song,...like the beginning,...in the middle of the ,..in the middle of the ,..in the middle of the,...
The River Of Dreams Lyrics
by Billy Joel
In the middle of the night
I go walking in my sleep
>From the mountains of faith
To a river so deep
I must be looking for something
Something scared I lost
But the river is wide
And it's too hard to cross
And even though I know the river is wide
I walk down every evening and I stand on the shore
And try to cross to the opposite side
So I can finally find out what I've been looking for
In the middle of the night
I go walking in my sleep
Through the valley of fear
To a river so deep
And I've been searching for something
Taken out of my soul
Something I would never lose
Something somebody stole
I don't know why I go walking at night
But now I'm tired and I don't want to walk anymore
I hope it doesn't take the rest of my life
Until I find what it is that I've been looking for
In the middle of the night
I go walking in my sleep
Through the jungle of doubt
To a river so deep
I know I'm searching for something
Something so undefined
That it can only be seen
By the eyes of a blind
In the middle of the night
I'm not sure about a life after this
God knows I've never been a spiritual man
Baptized by the fire, I wade into the river
That runs to the promized land
In the middle of the night
I go walking in my sleep
Through the desert of truth
To a river so deep
We all end in the ocean
We all start in the streams
We're carried along
By the river of dreams
In the middle of the night

another catchy song,..kindof having the good guy image,...
TWO PRINCES/Spin Doctors/One, two, princes kneel before youThat's what I said nowPrinces, princes who adore youJust go ahead nowOne has diamonds in his pocketsThat's some bread nowThis one, who wants to buy you rocketsAin't in his head nowThis one, he got a princely racketThat's what I said nowGot some big seal upon his jacketAin't in his head nowMarry him, your father will condone youHow bout that nowMarry me, your father will disown youHe'll eat his hat nowMarry him or marry meI'm the one that loves you baby can't you seeAin't got no future or a family treeBut I know what a prince and lover ought to beI know what a prince and lover ought to be ...Said, if you want to call me babyJust go ahead, nowAnd if you like to tell me maybeJust go ahead, nowIf you wanna buy me flowersJust go ahead, nowAnd if you love to talk for hoursJust go ahead, nowOne, two, princes kneel before youThat's what I said nowPrinces, princes who adore youJust go ahead nowOne has diamonds in his pocketsThat's some bread nowThis one, who wants to buy you rocketsAin't in his head nowMarry him or marry meI'm the one that loves you baby can't you seeAin't got no future or a family treeBut I know what a prince and lover ought to beI know what a prince and lover ought to be ...Said, if you want to call me babyJust go ahead, nowAnd if you like to tell me maybeJust go ahead, nowIf you wanna buy me flowersJust go ahead, nowAnd if you love to talk for hoursJust go ahead, now

"expose" "i'll never get over you" a sweet sad song,..
I hear you're taking the town again Having a good time with all your good time friendsI don't think that you think of meYou're on your own now, and I'm alone and freeI know that I oughta get on with my life But a life lived without you could never be right Chorus:And as long as the stars shine down from the heavens Long as the rivers run to the sea I'll never get over you Getting over meI try to smile so the hurt won't show Tell everybody I was glad to see you goBut the tears just won't go away Loneliness found me, looks like it's here to stayI know that I oughta find someone new But all I find is myself always thinking of you chorusNo matter what I doIt's like a lifetime to live throughI can't go on like thisI need your touch You're the only one I've ever loved And as long as the stars shine down from the heavens Long as the rivers run to the sea I'll never get over you Getting over meI'll never get over you Getting over...Never get over you getting over...I'll never get over you Getting over me

Soul Asylum loved the starting,..call you up in the middle of the night,...
Runaway Train
Call you up in the middle of the night Like a firefly without a light You were there like a slow torch burningI was a key that could use a little turning So tired that I couldn't even sleep So many secrets I couldn't keep Promised myself I wouldn't weep One more promise I couldn't keep It seems no one can help me now I'm in too deep There's no way out This time I have really led myself astray Runaway train never going back Wrong way on a one way track Seems like I should be getting somewhereSomehow I'm neither here no thereCan you help me remember how to smile Make it somehow all seem worthwhile How on earth did I get so jaded Life's mystery seems so faded I can go where no one else can go I know what no one else knows Here I am just drownin' in the rainWith a ticket for a runaway train And everything seems cut and dry Day and night, earth and sky Somehow I just don't believe it Runaway train never going back Wrong way on a one way track Seems like I should be getting somewhereSomehow I'm neither here no there Bought a ticket for a runaway train Like a madman laughin' at the rain Little out of touch, little insane Just easier than dealing with the pain Runaway train never going back Wrong way on a one way track Seems like I should be getting somewhereSomehow I'm neither here no there Runaway train never comin' back Runaway train tearin' up the track Runaway train burnin' in my veins Runaway but it always seems the same

Another Sad Love Song ~ Toni Braxton
Since you been goneI been hangin’ around here latelyWith my mind messed upJumped in my car tried to clear my mindDidn’t help meI guess I’m all messed up now babySoon as I jumped into my rideThose memories start to playA song comes on the radioAnd there you are baby once againIt’s just another sad love songRackin’ my brain like crazyGuess I’m all torn upBe it fast or slowIt doesn’t let goOr shake meAnd it’s all because of youSince you been goneI keep thinkin’ about you babyGets me all choked upThis heart of mine keepsDreamin’ of you and it’s crazyYou’d think I’d had enoughAs soon as I get you out my headI’m in your car againJust one request from the radioI’m back in love sugar once againIt’s just another sad love songRackin’ my brain like crazyGuess I’m all torn upBe it fast or slowIt doesn’t let goOr shake meAnd it’s all because of youHere comes the stringsThen somebody singsOnly takes a beatAnd then it starts killin’ me darlin’Only takes one note, I tell ya,From that radioIt’s justAnotherLonelyLove song.

"proclaimers" "500 miles" very very catchy,..
When I wake up Yeah I know I'm gonna beI'm gonna be the man Who wakes up next to youWhen I go out Yeah I know I'm gonna beI'm gonna be the manWho goes along with youIf I get drunk Yes I know I'm gonna beI'm gonna be the manWho gets drunk next to youAnd if I haver Yeah I know I'm gonna beI'm gonna be the man Who's havering next to youBut I would walk five hundred milesAnd I would walk five hundred moreJust to be the man who walked a thousand milesTo fall down at your doorWhen I'm working Yes I know I'm gonna beI'm gonna be the manWho's working hard for youAnd when the money Comes in for the work I'll doI'll pass every penny Right along to youBut I would walk five hundred milesAnd I would walk five hundred moreJust to be the man who walked a thousand milesTo fall down at your doorDa da da daDa da da daDa da da dum di dee dumDi dee dum di dee dumDa daDa da da daDa da da daDa da da dum di dee dumDi dee dum di dee dumDa daWhen I come home Yeah I know I'm gonna beI'm gonna be the man Who comes back home to youAnd if I grow old Well I know I'm gonna beI'm gonna be the man Who's growing old with youBut I would walk five hundred milesAnd I would walk five hundred moreJust to be the man who walked a thousand milesTo fall down at your doorDa da da daDa da da daDa da da dum di dee dumDi dee dum di dee dumDa daDa da da daDa da da daDa da da dum di dee dumDi dee dum di dee dumDa daBut I would walk five hundred milesAnd I would walk five hundred moreJust to be the man who walked a thousand milesTo fall down at your door

"4 non blondes" "what's up

Twenty-five years and my life is stillTrying to get up that great big hill of hopeFor a destinationAnd I realized quickly when I knew I shouldThat the world was made up of this brotherhood of manFor whatever that meansAnd so I cry sometimesWhen I'm lying in bedJust to get it all outWhat's in my headAnd I am feeling a little peculiarAnd so I wake in the morningAnd I step outsideAnd I take a deep breath and I get real highAnd I scream at the top of my lungsWhat's going on?And I say, hey hey hey heyI said hey, what's going on?ooh, ooh oohand I try, oh my god do I tryI try all the time, in this institutionAnd I pray, oh my god do I prayI pray every single dayFor a revolutionAnd so I cry sometimesWhen I'm lying in bedJust to get it all outWhat's in my headAnd I am feeling a little peculiarAnd so I wake in the morningAnd I step outsideAnd I take a deep breath and I get real highAnd I scream at the top of my lungsWhat's going on?And I say, hey hey hey heyI said hey, what's going on?Twenty-five years and my life is stillTrying to get up that great big hill of hopeFor a destination

Come UndoneDuran DuranMine, immaculate dream made breath and skinI've been waiting for youSigned, with a home tattoo,Happy birthday to you was created for you(can't ever keep from falling apartAt the seamsCan't I believe you're taking my heartTo pieces)Oh, it'll take a little time,might take a little crimeto come undone now(PRECHORUS)We'll try to stay blindto the hope and fear outsideHey child, stay wilder than the windAnd blow me in to cry(CHORUS)Who do you need, who do you loveWhen you come undone(repeat)(Verse 2)Words, playing me deja vuLike a radio tune I swear I've heard beforeChill, is it something realOr the magic I'm feeding off your fingers(Can't ever keep from falling apartAt the seamsCan I believe you're taking my heartTo pieces)Lost, in a snow filled sky, we'll make it alrightTo come undone nowFrom: "If you lived here, you'd be home now

aerosmith crying loved this song too,..
Cryin' - Get A Grip)There was a timeWhen I was brokeheartedLove wasn't much of a friend of mineThe tables have turned - yeah'Cause me and them ways have partedThat kinda love was the killin' kindAll I want is someone I can't resistI know - all I - need to knowBy the way I got kissedI was Cryin' when I met youNow I'm tryin' to forget youYour love is sweet miseryI was Cryin' just to get youNow I'm tryin' 'cause I let youDo what you do down on meNow there's not even breathing roomBetween pleasure and painYeah you cry when we're makin' loveMust be one and the sameIt's down on meYeah, I got to tell you somethingIt's been on my mind, girl I gotta sayWe're partners in crimeYou got that certain somethingWhat you do to me takes my breath awayNow the word out on the streetIs the devil's in your kissIf our love goes up in flamesThat's a fire I can't resistI was Cryin' when I met youNow I'm tryin' to forget youYour love is sweet miseryI was Cryin' just to get youNow I'm dyin' 'cause I let youDo what you do to me'Cause what you got insideAin't where your love should stayYeah, our love, sweet love, ain't love'Til you give your heart awayI was Cryin' when I met youNow I'm tryin' to forget youYour love is sweet miseryI was Cryin' just to get youNow I'm dyin' just to let youDo what you do, what you do down on meBaby, baby, babyI was Cryin' when I met youNow I'm tryin' to forget youYour love is sweet miseryI was Cryin' when I met youNow I'm dyin' 'cause I let youDo what you do down to, down to, down toI was cryin' when I met youNow I'm tryin' to forget youYour love is sweet misery

Title: SweatArtist: by Inner CircleHere is some reggae riddim for you who like it. Inner Circles'"Sweat"goessomethin like dis:(N.C.) I've been watching youA lalalala long a lalalalalong long lilong long long(Bb)Standing ac(Gm)ross the room I s(Cm)aw you smi(F)le(Bb)Said I wanna talk(Gm) to you (Cm)for a little whi(F)le(Bb)But before I make(Gm) my move my em(Cm)otion starts running w(F)ild(Bb)My tongue gets t(Gm)ied and tha(Cm) no l(F)ieLooking in your e(Bb)yes (Gm) (Cm)(F) Looking in your big brown e(Bb)yesOoh girl (Gm) And I've g(Cm)ot this to say to you (F) Yeah!chorus:(Bb)Girl I want to ma(Gm)ke you sweat(Cm)Sweat till you cant sw(F)eat no more(Bb) And if you cr(Gm)y out(Cm)I'm gonna push it(F) Push it push it some mo(Bb)reA la la la la lo(Gm)ngA la la la la lo(Cm)ngA la la la la lo(F)ng long li long long lo(Bb)ngSo I said to myself if she love me or noAnd the strgnth I know our love is here to stayWith a little bit of this and a little bit of thatThe lyrics go under your takMy tongue gets tied and thats no lieLooking in your eyesLooking in your big brown eyesOoh girl, I've go this to say to you

Bad boys, bad boys whatcha want Whatcha gonna do when sherrif John Brown come for you tell me whatcha gonna do. Bad boys bad boys Watcha gonna do, whatcha gonna do when they come for you Bad boys, bad boys Watcha gonna do, watcha gonna do when they come for you When you were eight And you had bad traits You go to school and you learn the golden rule So why are you acting like a bloody fool If you get hot you must get cool Bad boys, bad boys Watcha gonna do whatcha gonna do When they come for you (repeat) You chuck it on this one You chuck it on this one You chuck it on mother and You chuck it on you father You chuck it on you brother and You chuck it on you sister You chuck it on that one and you chuck it on me Nobody naw give you no break Police naw give you no break Soldier naw give you no break Not even you idren naw give you no break Why did you have to act so mean don't you know You're a human being born of a mother with The love of a father reflections come and reflections go I know sometimes you want to let go I know sometimes you want to let go

def leppard "two steps behind" sweet
Walk away if you want to.It’s ok, if you need to.Well, you can run, but you can never hideFrom the shadow that’s creepin’ up beside you.And, there’s a magic runnin’ through your soul,But you can’t have it all.(whatever you do)Well, I’ll be two steps behind you(wherever you go)And I’ll be there to remind youThat it only takes a minute of your precious timeTo turn around and I’ll be two steps behind.Yeah, yeah.Take the time to think about it.Just walk the line, you know you just can’t fight itAnd take a look around, you’ll see what you can’t find,Like the fire that’s burnin’ up inside me.Yeah, yeah.Oh.Yeah, baby.Two steps behindOh, sugar,two steps behind

moi first "metal"song,..the only one that i understand,..compared to the others,..loved the huffin and puffin part,..i can sing the chorus,...
green jelly three litt(Spoken)Why don't you, sit right back,and I, I may tell you, a tale.A tale of three, little pigs,and a BIG, BAD, WOLFFF.Well the first little piggy, well he was kinda hip.He spent most of his days, just a dreamin of the city.And then one day, he bought a guitar.He moved to Hollywood, to become a star.But, living on the farm, he knew nothing of the city.Built his house out of straw, what a pity.And then one day, jammin on some chords,along came the wolf, knocking on his door.(Chorus)Little Pig, Little Pig, let me in.NOT BY THE HAIR OF MY CHINNY, CHIN, CHIN!!Little Pig, Little Pig, let me in.NOT BY THE HAIR OF MY CHINNY, CHIN, CHIN!!Well I'm huffin, I'm puffin, I'll blow your house in.Huffin, puffin, blow your house in.Huffin, puffin, blow your house in.Huffin and a puffin and I'll blow your house in!!!Well the second little piggy, well he was kinda stoked.He spent most of his time just a ganga smokin.Huffin and a puffin down on Venice Beach.Getting paid money for religious speech.He built his shelter from what he garbage picked.Mostly made up of old cans and sticks.Then one day he was cranking out Bob Marley,and along came the Wolf on his big bad Harley.(Chorus)Well the third little piggy, the grade A student.His daddy was a rock star, named Pig Nugent.Earned his Masters Degree, from Harvard College.Built his house from his architect knowledge.A tri-level mansion, Hollywood Hills.Daddy's rock stardom, paid for the bills.And then one day came the old house smasherthe BIG BAD WOLF THE LITTLE PIGGY SLASHER.(Chorus)Well the big bad Wolf,well he huffed, and he puffed, all that he could.And low and behold the little piggy's house stood."IT'S MADE OUT OF CONCRETE!" the little piggy shouted.The wolf just frowned, as he pouted.So they called nine-eleven, like any piggy would.The sent out RAMBO, just as fast, as they could.(Rambo)"YO, WOLF-FACE, I'M YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE, YOUR ASS IS MINE!!!"(gunshots)Well the wolf fell dead as you can plainly see.So thats to end the story, for you and me.If you still give a listen, you just may, here a big wolf or little piggysay.(Chorus [a little different] )" And the moral of the story is, ' A band with no talent can easily amuseidiots, with a stupid, puppet show."le pigs

my all time favourite,..hmm,..actually ,..was deeply in loved with the cover on the tape,..sweet bee theme,...
Blind Melon - No Rain
(1992)All I can say is that my life is pretty plainI like watchin' the puddles gather rainAnd all I can do is just pour some tea for twoand speak my point of viewBut it's not sane, It's not saneI just want some one to say to meI'll always be there when you wakeYa know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry todaySo stay with me and I'll have it madeAnd I don't understand why I sleep all dayAnd I start to complain that there's no rainAnd all I can do is read a book to stay awakeAnd it rips my life away, but it's a great escapeescape......escape......escape......All I can say is that my life is pretty plainya don't like my point of viewya think I'm insaneIt's not sane......it's not saneI just want some one to say to meI'll always be there when you wakeYa know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry todaySo stay with me and I'll have it made

different morning

2006-08-28T20:19:00.000+08:00

spend an hour in the morn watching ppl opening up their stores,....

how good if i have one,....

wake up at 9,..

make breakfast and prepare my lundin

leave home at 1030

pull up the stall grill at 1100
switch on the lights at 1105

tend my stuff in the stall,...

11 to 10,..sit back and watch ppl come in go out come in go out,...try on ..take off,..give my comments,...draw some pics,...get some advice,...pick some food into my mouth for lunch,..put up new stuff,..watch ppl in and out again and again,...overheard the conversation from customers and get into a bad day from their bad comments on my stuff,..pick some more food into my mouth for din,..

10 thirty pm,..close shop

11pm reached home ,..all bathed,..

1130,..hot coco and continue on yesterday's designs,...

1135,.....fell asleep,...

sounds,....not too good,....especially the mid part,..from 10-11,..wow......sitting there,....all day,...

i dunno,....

current,..

wake up at 515
leave home at 530
reach workplace at 720
laze around till 830
work,.........lunch,.......work,.... till 5 30 to 6 ,..even 7 sometimes

leave,..reach home sometimes 7 sometimes,..8,..watch tv,..surf net

ate some din
crazy abit go jogging...

reach home at 11

bath and wait for hair to dry

knock out at 1pm,..

of cos the above one is better,....compared to the current one i have,.........

but,...no sat no sun,..no holidays,..only new year that 2-3 days,..

genting trip

2006-08-25T16:24:00.000+08:00

the carousel music in the background in genting is so,.....calm,...waaahh,.. wanna sleep le,...

calm music playing

2006-08-15T23:01:00.000+08:00

such a long time since i blog,...finally took leave yesterday and today,..however,..was very much irritated by the calls i have from ppl back at work,..

went for a course,..its more on creativity and being innovative...was enlightened only during the day spend there,...wat i learned is that,....why i am afraid of cockroaches is that i am frightened by the sight of it,....if there is a creepy crawlie on me and i was not told that it was a cockroach,..i would not be as frightened,...

as the facilitator say,..some fear it due to its wings,..some due to its legs,..some the smell,...

there r six modes of communication

verbally (one to one)
oneself (self)
written
third voice (the thinking process within self)
organisation
and the last one that the facilitator forgot,...

from a book,...
there r mainly two kinds of emotions

first kind call the basic,..exp joy, distress, anger, fear, surprise, disgust,. inborn reflexes since we were babies,.. that we can't control and hardly hide,..we don't learn this kind of expressions, however the learn the term tat was given in language to describe,.

second kind call the higher cognitive emotions, from the a part of the brain call neocortex,...more easily control by consious mind compared to the basic. Shaped by individual,...exp love, gulit, shame, embarrassment, pride,envy, jealousy,..

culture also plays a part in emotions,....

QUESTION: why did the people from england and other parts of europe describe people from japan china nd countries in the south east asia as mysterious and unfathomable. It was due to the travellers that found it hard to read their emotions, japanese take great pains to hide their emotions,(expression display is consider rude) therefore every culture has its own rudes about emotions,

All humans no matter from which country or culture own the basic emotions, however due to the fact that in search of cultural identity, we fix on things that set us apart, we often pay too attention to the basic emotions that we have in common,...

is there a break even point for the feeling of loss,..loss,..in sense of placed in a new environment, loss in having too many choices at the same time,..loss in inital stage of a complicated game,..the loss when all your choices r of same degree that you don't want or dislike,..

i'm very tired,...wan an every one,...

life ,....so far,...is,......a bridge,...a brigde build of stones,..however there is a long gap of hole in between,..walking across,..means,..ensuring my shoes don get stuck in between,...

^_^ -_-^_^-_-^_^-_-

2006-08-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

long long ago long ago,....

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bored,..?? i don't know,..but all those chaps fits nicely into my brain now,...

i'm tired,..................wat sh*t have i got myself into,....

^_^ ,......

2006-07-02T06:19:00.000+08:00

so long nv blog le,..so long nv jog le,...seems hard to get back to the routine that i have before i left singapore,..or rather,..it is different feeling,suddenly felt that i am not as adventureous as i thought i ama,....still thinking,..wat do i wan to do,....i think i spent too much time thinking,..however,.i really have no idea,...but for sure,..i don wanna spent my next 7-8 years on e singapore acting force,...but at least that is one thing i know,..and it can b quite a sad thing,..

yard is not good,..all the dirt,..all the THERE IS NO WATER,.....

i can't even go to a nice toilet,...this is the worst part,....

OPTIONS

go study ,..
learn the new skills
wait for 4 more years and start anew,..(sounds like a prisoner,...no leh prisoner better den me,.prisoner can take up studies while in prison)

haha,..this is the first time though,...but totally at their mercy,...hahahhaha,...
anyway,.....

zao an,..have to go work le,..sian,...this is wat i don like,...trap on a ship,..on sun,....wat sia,...i rather trap in a shop,..at least still can see ppl,...on a ship,..................with ah nes,...no water,.no toliet,...now tat is pathetic,..

so many ppl around having relationship problems,...am i the next,..????
a bit "siao" ah me,..but,..true ma,..you never know ,...
hahahhaha,..anyway,..hope today,..no ah ne,...ah ne also need to rest on sun one ma,...

ya,...i miss those study days....now i know,..why study so good,...i also wanna go back,...but...i know,...i never will,.....

gotto go,... i love my darling,..lots,..^ ^

my fav. korean songs for now,...

2006-06-14T22:59:00.000+08:00

Thursday, 2 June 2005, 1:17:15pm
Quote
OST Sassy Girl Choon Hyang

Haeng bok ha gil ba rae

KeuNoonSoKehSuh NuhNeun Ddo DaReunGoSeul BoMyuh OoRuhSsuh
KeuRuhNeun NeeGa NuhMooMiWoSuh NaDo DdaRaOoRuhSsuh

KeuRiWoNan NigaNuh - Moo JjidGiDoRok - NaAhPado
NaJooKuhSuhDo NehSarangEuRo Duh HaengBokHaGilBaReh

Ah~ ah~ ah~ Ah~~~~...

HimEeDeuRuh DoRaBoMyuh NaGuhGiEh Neul InnNeunGuhn
KeuGoSehDa NamGyuhDooGoOn NeeNoonMool DdehMooNeh

Na - DduhNanJariEh NuhlHonJa DoolSooUhbSuh IssutDuhnGeh

EeJehNeun Nuhl NuhMoo SaRangHae KalSooUhmNeun EeYooGaDweSsuh

You cried as you saw a different place in these eyes
Then because I hated you so much
I followed suit too

I tore you apart from my longing
It hurts me and it kills me
But I hope you?re happier with my love

Ah~ ah~ ah~ Ah~~~~...

If you look back to the hard times
You'll see that I'm always there
I left there completely
Because of your tears

You are alone in the space I left
The thing was that we couldn't be together

These days I love you so much
That's become the reason for not being able to go

I tore you apart from my longing
It hurts me and it kills me
But I hope you?re happier with my love

I hope you?re happier,
I hope you?re happy.....

==
PS: itu aku dapetnya translation & romanisationnya dari 2 orang yg berbeda
pokoknya bisa nyanyi & ngarti artinya dehhhhhhhhh

hey_sephia
Thursday, 2 June 2005, 1:18:26pm
Quote
OST Sassy Girl Choon Hyang

mi an hae ya ha neun geo ni - as one

mi an han geo ni mi an hae ya ha neun geo ni neol sa rang ha ge dwae beo rin geo
nae sa rang ee neol manh hi him deul ge han da neun geol al myeon seo do

a jik do bo nae ji do mot ha go itt seo i reon nal i hae han da myeon
jo geum man na deo un da go hae do na yong seo hae jam shi man deo

*a ni ra go an dwen da go nae nun eul ga ryeo do neo neun itt seot go
ham ke hae seo~ a pa ha myeo sal ra do geu geot man neu ro haeng bok haet seo

nae du gwi reul da mak ga deud ji anh ha do eon je na nae ge mal reul haet go
ji wo ji ji anh neun da myeon i jen jeong mal sa rang ha go ship peo

repeat * (2 times)

he~~ ye~~

repeat*

are you sorry? Are you sorry I love you
I know my love has made you suffer

But I still cant let you go
Cry a little more but forgive me

*It's not. It can't be, even if i hide my tears you have forgotten
we did together~ it hurt but we were still happy

you always talked to me
If you can't erase, now i really want to love you

Nuhl SarangHaGessuh

Nuhl SarangHaGessuh Onjekajina
Nuhl SarangHagessuh Jigeum EeSoonGanChuhRum
Ee Sehsang Geu NooGoo Boda, Nuhl Sarang Hagessuh
UhryuhOon Yegiro Nuh Eh HoGiShimeEul JaGeuKal SooDo Issuh
GeuHeunHan YooEhRo Ee BamEul Bonel Soodo Issuh
Hajiman Naeh MaeumEul EejehNeun AhrajwosseuMyun Hae

Ee Sehsang Keu NooGoo Boda, Nuhl Sarang HaGessuh

Nuhl Saranghagessuh Onjekajina
Nuhl SarangHaGessuh Jigeum EeSoonGanChuhRum
Ee Sehsang geu noogoo Boda, Nuhl Sarang Hagessuh

Translation (Chorus only):

I want my lips to touch your warm
lips until my love reaches your heart.
If you still don't know my heart,
know that I will love you more
than anyone in this world.
I will love you forever.
I will love you just as I do now.
More than anyone else in this world,
I'll love you.

*credit all 3 songs from soomp!

^_^

2006-06-03T05:04:00.000+08:00

^_^ ,...am sleepy,...but happy,..sort of,..in some way,....
i must focus on the things i wanna do,..really,....
now tat i am in singapore,....ppl around r,...powerful,....but,...doesn't really matter actually,....it is really e self tat is important,...(sh*t! toking bout self centered) ,..... tell me bout it,...i am sleepy,..but happy,....really happy,..hahhahahahaha,....okay,...good night,..

^_^

2006-05-28T13:01:00.000+08:00

,.....

,..........

e ice-creams every shore leave,..
e stars,...e shotting stars on the illegal trip to the flight deck
biscuits and korean shows,..
miss milk - at least a litre a day
miss tea
miss cafe and miss beer,...
e working over 24 hours ,...
e chinese meal we had
e pita cum moutable we loved
e badmiton we played on the tank dk
e basketball we played on the welldk
e cold in the first and e hot in the end
e 51 degree in FF suit
e 40 degree and still jogging rds on the flight dk
e cake
e birthday songs
staff weiwei,..and CAIS,...meo of cos,..ashley and sgt xiaopang
still staff weiwei,...aka e hatch xiao jie,..wes po 6,..mian bao chao ren den lao puo
e clearing of water in ahu 8
e ahus at every port,...
my poor section ic and 2nd ic,...
e feeling of so many tasks to do in my head,..
e feeling of jogging back home when on the trendmill
e feeling of shopping in orchard when shopping there
e feeling of shopping with vette when shopping wif shipcrew
e feeling of NTUC when shopping in carrefour
e feeling of watching movies with dar when smelling popcorns
e feeling of unable to see e faces when hearing e voices
e feeling of unable to use friendster when online
e feeling of unable to listen to songs when i have my mp3
e feeling of having same food always ,...
e feeling of leaving every port
e feeling tat every ME is the same at every ship,..tired
e feeling tat everyone just wan to go home,.....and many more,..
its crazy,...but fun,...just for once,..

conculsion,...i won make a good sailor,..nor a wanderer,...nor someone to go oversea studies,...nor someone to work in other countries,...aiyo,..so weak sia,...bue tahan,..cannot set up cafe le,...ido*t,...trapped in xin jia po,..hahahaa,....

jana,..

i am back,...^_^

2006-05-27T15:02:00.000+08:00

yeah,..i am home sweet home la,....

already miss staff weiwei,....and the air onboard,....for sure i would not want to sail for another 4 months ever,....it is so,....lonnnnnngggggg,....... ....... ........

^_^ need to sleep,....wan an everybody,......

i miss my music,.....toopid mp3 spoilt,.....> < ,... cannot listen to moi favorites,...

hahaha,...lucky com. still have some of other favorites,...

i wan to hear.,.i wan to sleep,...give me a pillow,...

i need to bath,...

months have passed

2006-05-14T22:15:00.001+08:00

hi all,..it has been so long since i last posted,..i am now back in bahrain,....heading back singapore soon,...how i miss home,...the jogging route,..hahahhahahaha,..^_^
i wonder wat i have missed out back in singapore,...seems like a time stand still for me,...
now den i know singapore is good,...or rather,..home is good,..really good,..hahahahah

well,...not much time left to blog,...ciao,......

^_^ in bahrain,....

2006-02-18T01:15:00.000+08:00

hahaha,..finally get to use internet in bahrain,....now in "kingdom of bahrain" an island near saudi arabia and UAE,...

weather,...cold,...windy,....around 15 degrees,...
found out that the only danger walking in the streets is getting hit by flying plastic bags,...big ones,..small ones,...

ppl discharging their "throat wastes" on the streets,...* ewwwh *

sea state was not that bad,..at least not for me ,...yet,..but the cold was really terrible,..

,..so far,....irritating air-con units has been giving me a problem,...lots of silly things to be done everyday,...hope the babies won start to be defective when spring comes,..and it will still cool the 44degrees of endeavour the hotplate,..sandstorms please come another day,..don chock my filters,...

lots of milk,..onboard,..^_^ ahhahahaha,...

well,..its only the beginning,.....

i'll b back,...^_^

^_^

2006-02-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

I'll be back ,......on 27th may,....^_^

woohoo,...!!! i'll miss blogging for months,....

all,...be safe,..and happy,...

^_^ ^_^

2006-01-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

two smiley faces,....

everything happens for a reason,.....so,.......we should forgive,....though we can hardly or never forget,..the pain,..

hope tat in near future we r able to see the reason behind,...and maybe be happy tat we manage to forgive in first place,...

hehehe,..i am happily waiting,.......patience....give me more patience,.....^_^

women r so,........women,....and guys r so guys,....ehhhhh,....so different,.....

*my bro made me chapati,...* so cute,...

ehhh,..so girly,...

k
..

...

i wan to sleep le,.................i'll be back
take good care all,...^_^

^_^

2006-01-15T03:49:00.000+08:00

its so late alreadiii,...

^_^

in about few minutes,...papa is gonna wake up to go work,.....

tml is sun,......

now,..is the worst period,....waiting to go for the sail,...as it draws near,..it will get worst,...
can't you see i mention about it everytime i blog,...so s*ckening,...ehhhwww,...okie,..let's not blog about that anymore,...

have very strange dreams recently,..one very sweet but i know i won gonna tell so it will happen,.....but the rest is so strange,...but i'm not gonna tell too cos i forgot le,....

i can sleep while blogging,..
ya,..have not been jogging for years,.............
i need my stamina back,...come back to momma,...
well,......getting lazy la....
but without a few jog,..i felt worst leh,...regular joggers will share my views,...its like an addiction,..

i ,...am falling asleep.........

wan an

^_^

2006-01-09T21:42:00.000+08:00

tis song is so nice,....so peaceful so calm,....

i love my new sofa,....love love love,..hehee,.hope he remain the same ,..don cracks,..same old leather smell,..no change of color,..and most of all same degree of slump it will give me when i laze on,...today wen i went home,..the first thing i do is slump into sofieee,...AHHHH!! forget about my socks,..i must have a big sofiee next time when i have my own room,...^_^

tml duty,..next day sail till fri,....tis week faster faster end,...
new year faster faster come,..
den,....four month sail faster faster come and faster faster end,...
den,..my dar faster commision
den,...we faster go tour,....yeahhh,..!!!!!!!!

2006 is gonna be a very fast year,.....^_^

one thing i surely miss is my sofiee,...
of cos my papa,..mama,..popo,..gorgor,...my best friends,..good friends,...watever friends,...i'll miss the island,... not forgetting my darling,...^_^

yesterday when i went ntuc,..met a long lost old friend,...he is very special ,..a good friend in my childhood,...he gives me twenty cents for my rides in the market,...and looks out for me when i fall face first into the hard mud.i understand him just by seeing his expressions,...he is the only mute that i can hear in tis whole world,....mom says he was asking bout my whereabouts,..have not seen him for sososososoosos long after tis job,......god bless him,......

somehow day passes so fast....its like waiting for death to come,...makes your heart jump faster,.....

sh*t look at my english,....lazy to do editing,...so pls bear with me,...

ohhh,..my song again,......... ^^

hahahahahahha,........how can i be so chirpy,...

okie,..just think of tml's duty and i will be like ,"*&$*#(@$*%#*&",..but tml gonna come and go in a blink,...so sat and sun will come soon la,..
tml is ph leh,..gonna miss the tv,...and sofiee,..they come as one,..
vette has got a brother "russ" ,..ohhh,..so good,....i wan a russ too,....but i won call him tat,...i call him fredrick maybe,..my gor's english name,..hahahha,..
"come fredrick come,.." "good ,.....",..now,..."fetch!!"

waiting for my song,...

have been thinking about wat to do after i ord,..or early release,...<-- sound like prison sia,...

still thinking,........
wat is the think i like leh,.....
wat i like to do leh,...
i have no idea,....

how can a person just come to get a job and do the job for a long long time,..??
how can a person find a job that he or she likes to do so easily,..?

maybe i should start doing and see if i like a particular job,....
how time wasting,...!!!

seeya on sat or sun la,...............^_^

happy holi.....

current favourite tv series ,...you should watch it too,...

2006-01-08T19:13:00.000+08:00

Sarang Haeyo
Sarang Haeyo
By : Kim Hyung Sup
OST > Sassy Girl Chun Hyang >

EeJjeuMeh Suh Nuhl SarangHaeDoDwehNee AhJoo JoGeumEh NeePoomEhSuh
.Nal NamKyuhDooGo DduhNaKanDamyun NehMam AhPeunGuh JaRalJahna

SarangHaeyo Dashi ShiJaKhaeyo HimDeulGehManHaetDuhn KeuDehJiMan

I love My Friend Nuh AhNiMyun AhnDwen
.OoriSarangEun JuhngHaeJyoBuhRin EenGuhl

Nuhl HimDelGehHan NoonMool KkaJiDo EeJehn NehGa JuhnBoo KaPeulKkehyo
Nehga KiPpeunGuhn NuhEh GeuOoSeumEe JiGeum Nal DalMa ItDaNeunGuh

SarangHaeYo KeuDehManEul Nal HimDeulGehHaetDuhn GeuDehJiMan
SarangHaeYo Nuh AhNiMyun AhnDwen
MoDeunGuhl ItGo HaengBoKhaGehMan HaeJoolKkehYo

SarangHaeyo Dashi ShiJaKhaeyo HimDeulGehManHaetDuhn KeuDehJiMan
I love My Friend Nuh AhNiMyun AhnDwen
OoriSarangEun JuhngHaeJyoBuhRin OonMyungEeYah
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Haeng Bok Ha Gil Ba Reh
Haeng Bok Ha Gil Ba Reh
By : Izi
OST > Sassy Girl Chun Hyang >

KeuNoonSoKehSuh NuhNeun Ddo DaReunGoSeul BoMyuh OoRuhSsuh
KeuRuhNeun NeeGa NuhMooMiWoSuh NaDo DdaRaOoRuhSsuh

KeuRiWoNan NigaNuh - Moo JjidGiDoRok - NaAhPado
NaJooKuhSuhDo NehSarangEuRo Duh HaengBokHaGilBaReh

Na

HimEeDeuRuh DoRaBoMyuh NaGuhGiEh Neul InnNeunGuhn
KeuGoSehDa NamGyuhDooGoOn NeeNoonMool DdehMooNeh

Na - DduhNanJariEh NuhlHonJa DoolSooUhbSuh IssutDuhnGeh

EeJehNeun Nuhl NuhMoo SaRangHae KalSooUhmNeun EeYooGaDweSsuh
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Eung Geub Shil (Emergency Room)
Eung Geub Shil (Emergency Room)
By : Izi
OST > Sassy Girl Chun Hyang >

HooWeh Hago IssuhYo

Oori TatoDuhn GeuNal

KwaeNahn ChaJomShim DdehMooNeh
KeunNehJago MaReul HaeBuhRinGuhYah
KeumBang BolJool Arrassuh
Nal ChadGil BarehSsuh
HuhNa MyuhChiree JiNado
AhmooSoShik JoCha UhbSuh

HangSangNehGeh NuhMoo JalHaeJwoSuh
SwibGeh SengGaKaeNaBwa
EeJehn Arra Neh GoJibDdehMoonEh
HimDeulUhdDuhn NuhReul

Ee BaboYa JinJja AhNiYa
AhJikdo NaReul GeuRuhKeh Molla
NuhReul GaJin Sarang NaPakkeh UhmNeunDeh
JehBal NaReul DduhNaKaJiMa

UhnJehRado Neh PyuNeeDwehJooNuh
GoMaOonJool MoReuGo
ChuhRubShiNa MuhtDaeRo HanGuhn
YongSuhHalSooUhmNee

Ee BaboYa JinJja AhNiya
AhJikdo NaReul GeuRuhKeh Molla
Nuh Reul GaJin Sarang Na Pakkeh UhmNeunDeh
JehBal Na Reul DduhNaKaJiMa

Nuh HaNaMan SarangHaNeunDeh

EeDehRo NaReul DooGo Kajima
Na Reul BuhRiJima GeuNyang Ggok AhnNaJwo
Dashi Sarang HaGeh DoRaWa
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Mi An Hae Ya Ha Neun Geo Ni
Mi An Hae Ya Ha Neun Geo Ni
By : As One
OST > Sassy Girl Chun Hyang >

mi an han geo ni mi an hae ya ha neun geo ni neol sa rang ha ge dwae beo rin geo
nae sa rang ee neol manh hi him deul ge han da neun geol al myeon seo do

a jik do bo nae ji do mot ha go itt seo i reon nal i hae han da myeon
jo geum man na deo un da go hae do na yong seo hae jam shi man deo

*a ni ra go an dwen da go nae nun eul ga ryeo do neo neun itt seot go
ham ke hae seo~ a pa ha myeo sal ra do geu geot man neu ro haeng bok haet seo

nae du gwi reul da mak ga deud ji anh ha do eon je na nae ge mal reul haet go
ji wo ji ji anh neun da myeon i jen jeong mal sa rang ha go ship peo

*a ni ra go an dwen da go nae nun eul ga ryeo do neo neun itt seot go
ham ke hae seo~ a pa ha myeo sal ra do geu geot man neu ro haeng bok haet seo

*a ni ra go an dwen da go nae nun eul ga ryeo do neo neun itt seot go
ham ke hae seo~ a pa ha myeo sal ra do geu geot man neu ro haeng bok haet seo

he~ ye~

*a ni ra go an dwen da go nae nun eul ga ryeo do neo neun itt seot go
ham ke hae seo~ a pa ha myeo sal ra do geu geot man neu ro haeng bok haet seo
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Neol Sarang Ha Ges Suh
Neol Sarang Ha Ges Suh
Zoo
OST > Sassy Girl Chun Hyang >

Neol saranghagesseo eonje kachina
Neol saranghagesseo chikeum I sungan chorom
I sesang ke nugu poda neol saranghagesseo
Iryeoun aegiro noui hogishimeul chageuk halsudo isso
Keu heungak yuhuiro I pameul ponael sudo isso
Hachiman naui maeumeul ijeneun arajwosseumyon hae
I sesang keu nugu poda neol saranghagesseo
Neol saranghagesso onje kkachina
Neol saranghagesso chikeum I sungan chorom
I sesange nugu poda neol saranghagesseo

I want my lips to touch your warm
lips until my love reaches your heart.
If you still don't know my heart,
know that I will love you more
than anyone in this world.
I will love you forever.
I will love you just as I do now.
More than anyone else in this world,
I'll love you.

neol saranghagesseo ?dong mul won

nae tteugeeoun ipsuli noui pudeureoun ipsule tahgil wonhae
nae sarangi noui kaseume cheonhae chitorok
ajikdo noui maeumeul moreugo isseoss tamyo neun
I sesang keu nugu poda neol saranghagesso

neol saranghahagesseo onje kachina
neol saranghagesso chikeum I sungan chorom
I sesang ke nugu posa neol saranghagesseo
Iryeoun aekido noui hogi shimeul chagukhal sudo isso
keu heunhan yuhuiro I pameul ponal sudo isso
hachiman naui maeumeul ijeneun ara chwosseumyon hae
I sesang keu nugu poda neol saranghagesseo

neol saranghahagesseo onje kachina
neol saranghagesso chikeum I sungan chorom
I sesang ke nugu posa neol saranghagesseo
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Imi Keu Taen
Imi Keu Taen
Park Yong Suk
OST > Sassy Girl Chun Hyang >

Ajik seotun saenggakgwa noye keu pyujeongeun...
Majikmak ingeos chorom poyeo..
Neomu pulanhandeus nareul china chyeossteon..
Keu manhassteon shikan cheogi peoryeoduji..
Noye polhaenghan witaeropteon sonjis...
Tashi tto hanbeon nareul neomu himteulgemanhae..
Kadaryeo pochiman.. imi china peorin yaksok..
Taeron moduengeol cheulkinaeun dues puteohae..

Aju oraess tongan naege malhaessji..
Hwanandeus cheol moreun kkomagat taga..
Tagaol naeil tto moseun iri olkka...
Pulanhae chamdeun nae moseup..

Ije keumanhae.. naege malhae..
(1 baris is missing)
Hwaga nan naeil keu shikani omyeon..
Chichyeossteon nareul wirohae churyeom..

Moui tchalpaeuen saenggakgwa noui keu pyojeongeun...
Ije teo isang opsdeus peoryeo..
Chom teo sanggakhae pwa .. china wassteon ildeul..
Keu manhessteon shikan poeryeo tuji malgo..
Noui pulhaenghan witae ropteon sonjis..
Tashi tto hanboen nareul noemu himteulge manhae..
Tagaryeo pochiman imi china peorin yaksok..
Ttaeron modeungeol cheul kineun tues puteohae..

Noye pulhaenghan witae ropteon sonjis..
Tashi tto hanboen nareul noemu himteulge manhae..
Tagaryeo pochiman imi china peorin yaksok..
Ttaeron modeungeol cheul kineun dues buteohae..

Noui pulhaenghan witae ropteon sonjis..
Tashi tto hanboen nareul noemu himteulge manhae..
Tagaryeo pochiman imi china peorin yaksok..
Ttaeron modeungeol cheul kineun dues buteohae..
posted by sasuke at 4:55 PM 0 comments

ja yoo ro wa II (kwae girl choon hyang ver.) - Jiny
ja yoo ro wa II (kwae girl choon hyang ver.) -
Jiny
OST > Sassy Girl Chun Hyang >

Mueoseul seontaeghateon keureon nae maeumiya
Sorireul chilreodaeteon malteon
Eoneu nuguegedo sog halsuneun eopso chanha
Tan hanaui keudae nikka

Cha ije oechyeo pwayo
Nan nan nan nan chayurowa
Nae saenggak nae haengdong keu modeun keosi
hey hey hey hey hey wow

meorago nal sogiteon twieseo nal yokhateon
keunyang shingyeongsseu chimayo
modeun saram teurege injeong pateul sun opso
keunyang mushihae peoryeo

keuroigo oechyeo pwayo
Nan nan nan nan chayurowa
Nae saenggak nae haengdong keu modeun keosi
hey hey hey hey hey wow

mworago hachima
kidaedo hachima
apeurodo naneun idaeroga choha

Nan nan nan nan
Nan nan nan nan
Nan nan nan nan chayurowa
Nae saenggak nae haengdong keu modeun keosi
hey hey hey hey hey wow
posted by sasuke at 4:29 PM 0 comments

Monday, October 24, 2005
OST SASSY GIRL CHUN HYANG
OST SASSY GIRL CHUN HYANG

lagu-lagu yang jadi soundtrack sassy girl chun hyang :

1. Intro
02. haeng bok ha gil ba rae - Lim Hyung Joo
03. ja yoo ro wa II (kwae girl choon hyang ver.) - Jiny
04. eung geub shil - Izi
05. mi ahn hae ya ha neun guh ni - As One
06. sarang hae yo - Kim Hyung Sup
07. Queen - Park Yong Suk
08. ee mi geu daen - Izi
09. Bud - Bud
10. geu sok eh suh - Shin Dong Woo
additional song - credits: daramji*
Zoo - nul sarang ha get suh

bye!!! - this word i hear from the tv program as i think wat to put into tis slot

2005-12-27T21:53:00.000+08:00

darling's in signaller camp in stagmont,....^_^ bless my dar!!

found out that i s*ck in playing hand guessing games,... even sissors paper stone,...

narnia,..is not a very good show,...rather lame and should be rated as K for kids entertainment....the only part i like is the wardrobe,..i want one of that too,..

day by day,..went pass,...drawing near to going for my four months sail,...O_O!!

things tat i must get

- pillow,..
- blankee
- more photos,.
- bolster
- diary
- my digi
- my mp3
- money for okaleys
- new milk powder
- one annoying alarm clock
- a spare un-demoralised heart
- a bag of ZZZZZ

just imagine the day i sail back home,ship is alongside,..me,..taking the mrt ,.after not taking it for four months,..tapping the ezlink card,..walking back home,...taking out my key,..tada,..saw everything the same as it was,..why do i sound as if i am going for years,......hahahahhahahahahhhahahahahha,..^_^

chey,..only four months onli ma,...!!!!!!!!!!!

i still haven found any hobbies yet,...with the capacity of patience i owned,..it is not something to be alarmed about,...

maybe,..my hobby is simply to find out wat my hobby is

AGREE TO DISAGREE is very important for humans to be happy

i am sleepy,...good night all,....

pls give me a sweet sweet dream,..don ask me to slp tight,..i might suffocate,....thanks,...!!!

songs

2005-12-18T21:19:00.000+08:00

When i was just a little girl
I wanted the world at my feet
Now all that's changed
'cause i have love
And now i do can see
You're all i need to get by

Like the sweet morning dew
I took one look at you
And it was plain to see
You were my destiny
With arms open wide
I threw away my pride
I'll sacrifice for you
Dedicate my life to you

I will go, where you lead
Always there in time of need
And when you lose your will
I'll be there to push you up the hill
There's no, no looking back for us
We've got love
Sure enough
That's enough

You're all i need to get by
All, you're all i need to get by

Like an mother protects his nest
For you i'll do my best
Stand by you like a tree
Dare anybody to try to move me
Darling in you i found
Strength where i was torn down
Don't know what's in store
But together we can open any door

Just to do what's good for you
And inspire you a little higher
I know you can make a woman
Out of a soul that didn't have a goal
'cause we, we got the right foundation
And with love and determination

You're all i want to strive for and do a little more
All, all the joys under the sun wrapped up into

You're all i need to get by
All, you're all i need to get by

David Archuleta is great,...!!!
"who's loving you,......" hear him sing

happy thoughts makes me happy all day long!!!!

2005-12-18T20:14:00.000+08:00

^_^

maybe i just day dream too much,...but its,....HAPPY DAYO,...!!!

waiting for sofa to come come come,..^^

how can i just smile like tat,...its too ,..... magical,...^^

wat should i do neh,..???

guess if i never start,..i'll never know wat i like,....!!!

okay,..

oh my god,...i'm too happy,..its a sin,...^_^ hehehee,..
somebody scold me....

16th dec 2005 ,.... is a sweet sweet night,..
so is 18th dec 2003

and a couple of other days,...

but everday,...is a sweet sweet day,....

sh*t doc say i don have to take my wisdom tooth,.....well,..can't they see from the x-rays tat it is bending to the side,...his poor neighbour is going to be very dirty as mr toothbrush can't reach him,...idiots,...wat r e docs doing,...!!!!???? can't they see i am having such sweet days tat will cause toothache,..??

i am waiting for sms,.....^_^ hahahahahahahahahahaha

k,..

waiting for christmas,....and newyear,..after tat ,..will be sad,..very sad,..but,..after tat will be happy again,..very happy,....rollar coaster,..

such happiness i can't simply keep my extra extra big mouth shut,...

its,.....
#%^*(#^(@*#)$%(*)$^(@*#$(*%)(#*$%(@)#($*%(#@$)(%*)#$(*^)$(%*!)(#!*$%)#@(*%)(@#*$)%(@#*$)%(*@#)$(%*)($*%)@(#$*%)(*#@%)(!&^_$)(^!()*&^(0@#$0965

can see,..it is pure pure purepurepurepurest joy,..words can't,..no,..never describe,..so,...symbols,...
for better understanding,...see when you r most happy,...if you could measure to find the most,...

i'm very sleepy,...but,....hahhahahahaha

who cares,...

i'm blogging for christsake,...

god bless you,..
how,...?!!!!!!
its sunday,....and i am tired...had "little" sleep from duty yesterday,...have sailing plus duty tomorrow,..but i'm too happy,...

up and up in the clouds,....can you see me floating,..
my heart is slightly above its original position,..and its filled with helium,...lucky i'm not speaking,...else,..i sound like cartoon,.

some girl msn my bird nest hair bro,...blog next time,...

COME,.....LETS SHARE,..I'VE GOT TOO MUCH HAPPINESS TO SPARE,...!!!!!

waste my time,....

2005-12-14T22:28:00.000+08:00

went shopping and couldn't find the dress tat i wan,...well,..there is and its over 200 bucks,...i squeeze out four dresses from tat amount,...

gonna try my luck tomorrow again,.... @ P(#$*%%@P(*#($

went looking for shan,..tat crazy ger is still as mad as ever,..toopid yu din reply my sms,..

bro is crazy wif his wife,...
and his hair is like a bird's nest,..only tat its not make from his saliva,..

^_^

the downloading is sooooo sloowwwwww!!!

need to scroll so low so he couldn't see my evil doings,.

79%,..so slow,...sia,....
ping pong,.......gonna see the ping pong....

tml still need to "work"
,...
ya ya,..tml gonna spent some $$....
today is ,...... a happy day o,....
still at 79%,...i think i ican take a shower and it is still not completed,..
can't wait for the new year,.....
new sofa,..new coffeetable,...
i can see ppl dancing in front of me,....
waltz is nice,..

"japanese ladies inherit their breasts from their fathers,..." - by some stage comedian,..its insulting but,..funny,...

eating sprouts create the most pungent smell,...up next is eggs,..den beans,..last is fizzy drinks,..

eggs create silent but powerful smell,..
okay,...we are at 80%,..how nice!!!!

i kept repeating the songs tat i like,...din get a chance to listen to other songs,...

i can't believe i am sitting here typing as i am waiting for the toppid thing to download,....

this week guess can only jog so much,..
i love this friday,...^_^
i love my current phone,..."you can throw it on the floor,..drop into water,..and still function as new" - sis (cousin)

i have been blogging like over a year,..or two,..??

i love this new song,..
81%,...#$)&%(#@$(%
singapore ppl have got the worst life style,....
can't we have only a four day work week,..minus off tuesdays,..i never liked tuesdays,...they always seem so long,...dragging the whole week,..

i need water

okay,..i have no patience,..i stopped the downloading,......

i love elmo,...especially the tickle--me--elmo,..and he goes,...hia hia hia hia hiahahahhaa,......and went into vibrates giggily,...

have you seen wat the primary school kids are learning,...those words,..i don even know how to pronooouce,..

i dislike moving my butt to let ppl seating inside to alight,..why don they just make a door next to their seat ,...so the seat can automatically throw them out when the bus stopped,..

i need to floss my teeth,...diamaru's in a bad state,..how i miss the place,..with yvette,..adding joel,.

quicksand into my past,...

why????????? sometimes,..there is just no why,.....or there is,..???

can't wait for aunt to stay,...

i'm still thinking,....all the time,.................

had a dream,...in the dream,..my mum pass away,..."touch wood" "choi" okay back to the topic,...my mum return and had some dinner or lunch with the whole female power,..consist of my aunts and me,..and we chatted on how she is and how we are doing,..i looked at my "pass on mum",..felt very sad,though we were chatting very happily...den i woke up to go to the toliet,..in an hour i have to wake up to work,...

an hour later..

woke up,..feeling tat i haven slept at all...and was lunching,..
curse and swear,...

sweet dreams all,.....wan an,...ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

wahahahahhahahahahhahhahahhahahahhahahahahahhahahahaha

2005-12-10T10:08:00.000+08:00

^_^

happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy ,.....

got one wisdom tooth to pluck,....two ,..pending,....hahhahahahahaha,.....i can't wait,..pluck out all of dem,....

la ,...la la la la la la,..la la la la la la,..la la la la la la la,....
la vie en rose,..

i dreamt a dream,............^_^ its a good dream,....

hahhahahahhahahaaha,....
time,...don wait for tough times,....they just go ,.go ,..and go,...

hahahhahahaa

wat should i do neh,...??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

hahaha,....

wat is your goal,..??

2005-12-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

wat do you wan to achieve,..? your dreams,..?

i have no idea,......

i dunno wat is the job that i totally interested in,....my dream job,...totally clueless,.....

well,..i don even have a hobby,....jogging,..swimming,..tv,...nah!!!

"think think thinkthinkthink"

2005-12-03T12:17:00.000+08:00

藉口
翻着我们的照片想念若隐若现
去年的冬天我们笑得很甜
看着你哭泣的脸对着我说再见
来不及听见你已走得很远
也许你已经放弃我也许已经很难回头
我知道自己错过请再给我一个理由
说你不爱我就算是我不懂能不能原谅我
请不要把分手当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的藉口
请你回头我会陪你一直走到最后
就算没有结果我也能够随
我知道你的痛是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容沉默是因为包容
如果要走请你记得我如果难过请你忘了我

2005-12-01T20:20:00.000+08:00

i simply day dream too much,......

total tis week,...

>10

things i must get tis month,..

another mp3
2GB thingy,..

things i must get before i was gone,..

dual joystick (settled)
pen
figure

things i must get when i came back alive

transistion
okaley <-- did i get tat right?

i had another dream,....dubai sell cheapest okaley,....hahhahahahahahhahahaha

i got hooked

2005-12-01T20:18:00.000+08:00

never knew its such beautiful song till now,....

Piano
白键是那一年海的沙滩浪花的缱绻黑键是和你多日不见
弹指间海岸线你的泪我的眼模糊天边
每个人心中都有架钢琴尘封在回忆任凭我只是你的插曲
时间偶尔提起钢琴偶尔哭泣那些凌乱片段
如果爱还能再重来我期待澎湃永远在
oh~~每次琴盖打开便有歌来自大海
如果爱我已不存在我希望有一段精采让回忆有所感慨
白键是现在我爱到昨天成全你改变黑键是原谅我的原谅
好想再弹一遍手指却只听见你的抱歉

很想你
你在哪里?这些年来如意不如意 ??
还快乐?还单纯?还美丽 ??
时光如何对你 ??

我在这里人海中的一座岛屿
很平静风平浪静
只除了深夜里回忆会疯狂来袭

我很想你你知道吗
如果可以就让我再见你
美好微笑清澈眼睛
好确定那持离只毁了我一个而已

我很想你听见了吗? Woo~
这是唯一我无解的困境
那些过去不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人
只能叹息
都不是你

我只想爱你
我在哪里?你会不会偶尔好奇 ??
有没有曾经怀疑 ??
我说我会忘记只是种好意

2005-11-26T00:25:00.000+08:00

5 ^_^

zathura,..did i get tat right,...anyway is a great movie,..much better and totally different from jumanji,...

its high time i made some changes and do something about it,..

tack

The harness for a horse, including the bridle and saddle.

sleepy,....goodnight

moi baby dreams,.....just one ,..one

2005-11-20T22:24:00.000+08:00

how i wish to be able to have the ability to remember since like a nine-month baby,..so i can see how my mom's womb would look like,....probably see the light from my mom's stomach and the knife tat open my door to the world,....

sometimes,.so many things was cramped up tat you don't know where to start,..cos everyone of them is so good,...and you wan everything included,...talk about the hand and the small neck bottle with candies inside,..

so,....we have ,..

,....fly,...multiply,..command,...sharp eyes,...see ppl's mind,

others that r rather practical include,..

getting rich,...

current profits,...

dreams forsee future,...big stomach,..let ppl stand above their head,..create misunderstandings,..

so hard to imagine,....

i need something different,............really different,.......think think think think think think think think,.....

music,...
body language,..
feelings,.
brain over body,..vice versa,..
magic,,..????????????
reality but magical,..??????
ppl meeting,....connection,..
talk about the smell,..
current homo relationships,..
evolution
most and least affected areas,.
the aim,..

i'm sleepy,.....wan an,...

le vie en rose

2005-11-18T07:59:00.000+08:00

par Edith Piaf
Des yeux qui font baisser les miens
Un rir' qui se perd sur sa bouch'
Voilà le portrait sans retouche
De l'homme auquel j'appartiens

Quand il me prend dans ses bras
Il me parle tout bas
Je vois la vie en rose

Il me dit des mots d'amour
Des mots de tous le jours
Et ça m'fait quelque chose

Il est entré dans mon coeur
Une part de bonheur
Dont je connais la cause

C'est lui pour moi
Moi pour lui dans la vie
Il me l'a dit l'a juré pour la vie

Et dès que je l'aperçois
Alors je sens en moi
Mon coeur qui bat

Des nuits d'amour à en mourir
Un grand bonheur qui prend sa place
Les ennuis, les chagrins s'effacent
Heureux, heureux pour mon plaisir

English version by singer/songwriter Bob Brozman, (steel guitar virtuoso, bluesman, and very funny)

When you take me in your arms
Honey, and you speak so soft and low
I see my life in shades of rose.
And you tell me words of love,
Words of all our days
Mama, it does so many things for me

I can feel it in my heart
A little piece of happiness
And honey I know the reason why

It's you for me and me for you for all of our days,
You told me you swore yourself to me for always....

And as I see you, my love
Right now I feel in me
The rhythm of my heart.

English version by ?, sung by Edith Piaf and Louis Armstrong

Hold me close and hold me fast
The magic spell you cast
This is la Vie en Rose
When you kiss me heaven sighs
And though I close my eyes
I see la Vie en Rose

When you press me to your heart
I'm in a world apart,
A world where roses bloom

And when you speak, angels sing from above
Everyday words seem to turn into love songs

Give your heart and soul to me
And life will always be
La Vie en Rose

I thought that love was just a word
They sang about in songs I heard
It took your kisses to reveal
That I was wrong and love is real

^_^

2005-11-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

"eh you know on our sail to gulf,...we get tons of nutella for ration. Chocolates and bottles of nutella till you r sick of it ah,..!!"

thoughts : "wa,...so good,...don't worry,..i won get sick of it,....fat probably,...."

wat a dream sia,...i dreamt of nutella,.....nutella for ration,...Fat Hope,..
now you know how this phase come from,.........

ROLY POLY

by Fred Rose

Roly Poly, eatin' corn and taters
Hungry every minute of the day
Roly Poly, gnawin' on a biscuit
Long as he can chew it it's ok
He can eat an apple pie
And never even bat an eye
He likes everything from soup to hay
Roly Poly, daddy's little fatty
Bet he's gonna be a man someday *

Roly Poly, scrambled eggs for breakfast
Bread and jelly 20 times a day
Roly Poly eats a hearty dinner
It takes lots of strength to run and play
Pulls up weeds and does the chores
Runs both ways to all the stores
He works up an appetite that way
Roly Poly, daddy's little fatty
Bet he's gonna be a man someday

i'm just just just too lucky ain't i ,....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!guess i had stolen all the luck that is meant for the future

great songs

2005-11-05T10:28:00.000+08:00

MacArthur Park
( Richard Harris )

Spring was never waiting for us, girl
It ran one step ahead
As we followed in the dance
Between the parted pages and were pressed
In love's hot, fevered iron
Like a striped pair of pants

MacArthur Park is melting in the dark
All the sweet, green icing flowing down
Someone left the cake out in the rain
I don't think that I can take it
'Cause it took so long to bake it
And I'll never have that recipe again
Oh, no!

I recall the yellow cotton dress
Foaming like a wave
On the ground around your knees
The birds, like tender babies in your hands
And the old men playing checkers by the trees

MacArthur Park is melting in the dark
All the sweet, green icing flowing down
Someone left the cake out in the rain
I don't think that I can take it
'Cause it took so long to bake it
And I'll never have that recipe again
Oh, no!

[break]

There will be another song for me
For I will sing it
There will be another dream for me
Someone will bring it
I will drink the wine while it is warm
And never let you catch me looking at the sun
And after all the loves of my life
After all the loves of my life
You'll still be the one

I will take my life into my hands and I will use it
I will win the worship in their eyes and I will lose it
I will have the things that I desire
And my passion flow like rivers through the sky
And after all the loves of my life
After all the loves of my life
I'll be thinking of you
And wondering why

[extended break]

MacArthur Park is melting in the dark
All the sweet, green icing flowing down
Someone left the cake out in the rain
I don't think that I can take it
'Cause it took so long to bake it
And I'll never have that recipe again
Oh, no!
Oh, no
No, no
Oh no!!

Crying
Roy Orbison
Roy: I was all right for a while
I could smile for a while
KD: But I saw you last night
You held my hand so tight
When you stopped to say hello
Roy: You wished me well
You couldn't tell that
I've been crying over you,
crying over you And you said "So long" Left me
standing all alone, alone and crying, crying, crying, crying
It's hard to understand
But the touch of your hand can start me crying

I thought that I was over you But it's true, so true
I love you even more than I did before
But darling, what can I do?
For you don't love me
And I'll always be crying over you, crying over you

Roy: Yes now you're gone
Both: And from this moment on, I'll be crying, crying, crying, crying
Yeah, crying, crying over you

2005-10-29T20:31:00.000+08:00

^_^ hahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahha,.......... .... ...

LOL !!!!!!!

i'm jus so lazy,....

LOL LOL LOL LOL ,..

row row row your boat gently down the stream,...ehh,...wat comes next,..?

congrates,...rae's a mother,.....(wat e *********,...din tell me about the good news till i ask her,...)

anyway,...............^_^

DRINK MILK,.. ^o^

i'm so happy (frankie lymon)

2005-10-20T23:13:00.000+08:00

i'm so happy just as happy as can be,...
,..lalalallala,..

yes,..i'm really happy,..though i know the sad is coming,...for now,..i'm just just soooo happy,....over the moon,.. into space and get sucked into the black hole,.you still can hear my laughter,...

need to do more training la,....^_^

^_^

2005-10-14T22:20:00.000+08:00

haha,..no la,...my back is breaking,...and i've got blue black all over my legs,...as usual,...

finally..weekend,...free,...^_^

jogging jogging,..here i come,......

,.........

2005-10-12T21:07:00.000+08:00

stole from kevin,.....me also wanna note down my batch guys' name,.....

LST

Kevin (moi aries fren,...same frequency with me most of the time,...)
raymond yeo wen han (an aloe vera drinker-giant always motivating ppl)
huang min de, pooh bear (always remembered as the fwd engine room rds)
justin lee zhicai ( sooooo good in tracing system,.... )
peh xin wei,..peh peh ( yes sergeant,..no sergeant,..i dunno sergeant)
ed ng yuan xing, lao ban (high flyer,......)
jean chua tian ai,....moi
thomas fan zhi hao ( have to stuck wif him in 210 la)
low tian jun, garfield (wat can i say,....he is GARFIELD)
ong choon siong (lao eh,...hahahhahhahaha,...very good advicer,..)
fabian goh (quiet and reserved,..but talk quite loud,..)

MCV

nah bin hao (the metal flesh guy)
chen xing xiang (another giant,......stuck in a small cute car,..)
lee weilieh (hahaha,....crapper,..who ran very well)
ah wong (always picking a fight wif serene)
patrick li ( another quiet one,....nice to chit chat with,..)
kum jia wei ( wat can i say,...haha,..tis guy,..funny la)
desmond (wa,..now in frieght gate,.....)
er rong hua (mr er,....eat and never get fat,....i also wan la,..)
tien kang (mr tien kang,...the good talker,..)
ang zhen jie, ah cek (another lao de,..another good advicer,.)

PV and APV

(indenpendent block,..)
k.k ohh aka,..B sao (my bmt buddy,,^_^ ,..power sia)
samantha (the good communicator who is very patriotic,..likes to "sew")
serene (my good advicer,..that always enlighten me,..)
lyn,..jing ling (my good fellow mate whom i grumble to,...)
joanne,..aka,..A sao( a very regimental and healthy eating one,..whom i look upon,..)
sze yen ..yen jie,..aka,..ah yen ah,..(wah,..tis is power,...my tok kok buddy,..fellow ims and too bad not da sao,..)

yes yes,..yes,...i have not been jogging for years,.i can hear my jogging shoes crying,...i have not swim for centuries......

i must start my interest soon,.....very very soon,..
looking forward to my leave ,...yvette,...lets go,...
very ,...

complains of the day,.........

my back is going to break into three parts,...
blue black all over,...................
i'm getting a fever,....
i am dying for a jog,...
i hate my condition now,...
my heart is weaker ,..resting heart beat should be more den usual,...

i must start using more of my brain cell now,.....
i must start planning,....

no dream

2005-10-04T21:20:00.000+08:00

have been sleeping like a pig,.....forgotten all my dreams and well,..don even know if i did dream,....

surrounded by low moral ppl,.......... ......not fun,..........

think,.....i am a robot,.....no,...doraemon,...no,...i wanna be doraemon and his sis's best friend,......

first time snorkeling

2005-09-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

tioman,....well,...frankly speaking,....issa,..boring,.
wonder how the ppl there survive the bordness"

dar's in ocs,...bless him,....^_^

i'm totally in love with snorkeling,.....the turtle,..the corals,..the schools and schools of fishes,..the colors,.the sea urchins,...the mystery of the deep and far below and in front of me,..not forgetting,..floating floating in the sea,...constantly emptying the seawater that seep into my mask,....

now i look like a "sua ku",...yes yes..i am,..a big sua ku,.hahhahahahahaha,..

saf ,..singapore acting force,....really,....REALLY!!!

tml will be waking up cursing n swearing,..

2005-09-08T23:31:00.000+08:00

humans r e weakest n e most silly species on earth,...

goodnight everyone,.... ^_^

must always learn to be contented and to appreciate wat i have,...but at the same time,...fulfill ya dreams,...

sounds contradictiing

happy,..happy,...very happy,.... r u able to say these words,..meant it,..? i doubt so,...

sometimes i don even know how i am feeling,..happy,..? sad,..?

kosong la,...

happy dreams

have you ever,....

2005-09-05T21:06:00.000+08:00

ever had a bad dream so vivid that you woke up and can still remember it,...

i dreamt of ghost,...except that i didn't see one in the dream,..i just sense it,..

setting: just moved to a new old flat,...master bedroom,....bed is facing the toliet,..the room is dim,...i have no idea if it is day or night time,...the toliet door is half opened,..

i sat on the bed,...the tv is on,..somehow,..i am not watching the tv,..i was eyeing on the toliet door,...i just wanna leave the room,...but i don dare to leave my bed,...helpppp!!!!!,...

i dreamt of ghost so much that i think i can start writing my own ghostly series,..still the queen of all is sadako,..my ever crawling friend,..i should have change the tv set so she can crawl in and out easier,...

i'm gonna be a sailing freak soon,...goodbye land,...

^_^

2005-09-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

moi stamina is six feet under,......

its time to have some changes la,....

time is up!!!!!

yawn,......wan an all,.....happy happy yo,..

oh ya,......to all teachers,...happy teacher's day,...

hoooooooo haaaaa,...

2005-08-22T00:03:00.000+08:00

yes,...my stamina's like a piece of sh*t,..

finally tis day has come,..hahhahaahha

waiting for more tortures coming,..more sighs and more disappointments,..sh*t,..i still need to check the dictionary on how to spell d-i-s-a-p-p-o-i-n-t-m-e-n-t.//

disappointment
disappointment
disappointment
disappointment
disappointment
disappointment
disappointment

need to buy reader's digest,.....

cannot tahan la,.my bed is calling me,...

yipee,..^_^

2005-08-19T21:11:00.000+08:00

finally,..finish all taskbook assessment,....end of training,...hahahhahahahhahahahahahhaha,...oh god have i been waiting for tis day to come,...however,..the start of another horrible stage is gonna start,....

my jogging routine is gonna start again,...i hope,..no,..its a must,...^_^

things on my left brain,..

borrow a book,..
go see dentist for my smart tooth,..
start sketching,..
start planning
yeah,..

brain dead,....

2005-08-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

i have not been using my brain for the past year,....

derusting,..painting,...cleaning,...tracing,...my creative juices are on low low level alarm,...so are my language and speaking skills,...pardon me for my spelling and sinple vocab eroors,...

am in need to have my own free time,..after i pass out,....finally the moments r coming,...the so call project i'm planning can soon occupy my entire brain capacity,...as long as the "interest' is still there,...i'm soon a vampire to be,...

shall look forward to my "long long" break,...

i really shouldn/t be blogging,...now i know why there r so many zombies onboard,...tml shall be my sleepy day,...i;m still myself,..but not myself,...how i hope to hibernate like e bears,...imagine humans hibernating,... for months,..you have to wait for your family to wake up and say,..hello,...few months din see u around,...

my neck is breaking,..my back is breaking,..my knees are crying,..my brain is starving,..my fingers are swelling,..my eyes are closing,..my feet are suffocating,..

more is coming up,...and yes i need a jog,..a long long long long jog,...why am i so lucky,..?? i need new dreams,...although i had a sweet one the last time,...hahahahahhahahhahahhahahahahhahahahhahahahahahahhahaha,...

my piano is rotting,..my paint is drying,...my room needs some attention,..my body wans to swim a little,..i have a list to do,...but at the top,..is the ability to wake up without cursing,...

things to do,..

snore
put on my thinking cap
paint my room,..
unsuccessfully play a piece,..
clean up my room,..
swim
jog
read the first page of a book,..
buy reader's digest
buy a jogging companion
go muar
go ktv
go jogging again,..
do my project,..

for now,...hmmmm,.....

ten days to nowhere,......

2005-08-01T19:01:00.000+08:00

ten days to nowhere,...now thats "interesting" ,....

can't imagine how sailors in e past endure without today's technology,...lucky tat e ship will be even more crowded with my batch guys coming,..hahahhaha,...back to e "first two weeks ojt" c more friends onboard,...

found a new route to jog,.....^_^ yeah,....!!!!

must get myself a jogging companion,....to give me the rythmn,..

i miss e swimming pool,.....i miss swimming laps and laps,...
mum's going to learn swimming,...yeah,..can go swimming with her once she has can float,...

for the past year,..it seems as though that i have no lived through at all,....

i need a coffin to sleep in,....

i'm still scared of sadako,..always imagine her crawling around in the shaft alley,.....tat stick to the ground biatch,...one day i shall create my own sadako to fight with her,.... vs,...see who crawl faster,....turbocrawling,...

tong xin yuan is so draggy,......aiyo,...

a sweet song

I wake up every mornin',
I stumble out of bed
Stretchin' and yawnin',
another day ahead
It seems to last forever,
and time goes slowly by
Till babe and me's together,
then it starts to fly

'Cause the moment that he's with me,
time can take a flight
The moment that he's with me,
everything's alright
Night time is the right time,
we make love
Then it's his and my time, we take off

*My baby takes the morning train,
he works from nine till five and then
He takes another home again
to find me waitin' for him

Chorus

He takes me to a movie,
or to a restaurant, to go
Slow dancing, anything I want
Only when he's with me,
I catch light
Only when he gives me,
makes me feel alright

Chorus

All day I think of him,
dreamin' of him constantly
I'm crazy mad for him,
and he's crazy mad for me
When he steps off that train,
I'm makin' a fool, a fight
Work all day to earn his pay,
so we can play all night

Chorus

Chorus

He's always on that morning train
He works so hard
to find me waiting for him,..

^_^

2005-07-30T13:54:00.000+08:00

^_^

have u ever reach to a stage where you don't know whether you are happy or sad or,...you r just normal,...

happy or not,...sad or not,...normal or not,...i know it will all turn out,...to be beautiful,.....

still sitting on my *ss as days goes by,.....something is missing,....i don't know wats that,....

am anticipating for something,..am living my life,..looking forward to things tat r going to happen in the next few days and so on,.....and that i can't rest myself,...i am here but not here,..you know wat i mean,...?? just here but not here,...somewhere far far away,...or up in the sky,...with some non-controllable wings...flapping away from my body,..... " flap " " flap " flap "

yes,..24 hrs is not enough,...one day i shall color the sun black,...

finally i had the sweetest dream i ever had,....hahahahhahahahahahhahaha,.......if you have a good dream ,..don say it out,...it won come true,...i'm keeping my mouth tight ,...

one more section to go and my training is history,...luck has been with me,..all the time,.... ohh,..thank u,..

how can a picture be so captivating,.how could something that is drawn by hand,..on paper with some colors,..be so mesmerising <-- think i spelled it incorrect,..isn't it powerful,...

my so call english has leaped off the hill,...one day you shall find me speaking like someone who is not english educated,...

my legs r crying,..i want a night for my legs,...
"just one night,.." la la la ala ala al al aaala

,...... ^_^

2005-07-26T22:57:00.000+08:00

i ,..really should be sleeping,...and studying my systems,..

miss my jogsssss,....
*diot,....waiting for end of training,...and posted,..

waiting for my days of night jogs to return,....

am sleepy as i type,...

looking forward to iraq,...hope tat comes true,..me wanna go wanna go,...

pray pray pray,....^_^

tml still got assessment,....sh*t,..was not prepared at all,....

day by day,....day by day,...

i don wan to live my days just like tat,....must find something to do,...

"think think think"

starving to do some reading,...get in touch with myself,...
"i dislike stairs"
"i dislike doors,..unless it auto open and close,.."
"i need more calcium"
" i want,... a week off work,..am looking forward"
" i miss being a waitress,...rainforest cafe,...and the months after o levels,..."
i could not keep track of the things i've been doing,...

can you believe that i'm floating on the water more den 8 hours a day,...
i couldn't,..
now coveralls are beginning to be part of my skin,...

i never seem to be able to feel the same old feelings anymore,...just like being trapped,....

"my dreams r getting so life like", i actually dreamt of the QM piping for me,..twice since i came onboard...wish that the sandman knocks into my dreams tonight and scatter something different this night,...i don care if i end up sleepy tomorrow,...i'll just leave it for myself to complain tomorrow,...

i need a special weird dream tonight,....

i shall not like mondays anymore,....i shall look every single day as a new day to a new week,...who create mondays to sundays,...? there should not be any days,...everyday should be the same,....just like mondays,..i love mondays,.... "many ppl are gonna say i'm crazy" mondays are good aren't they,...e start of a new week,...ops,..

i finally understand the false sense of energy losing when i'm stressed out,...

when is e end of the world,...somehow,..i can't feel this kind of sadness..or negative feelings...i felt so positive to the edge that i'm feel that i'm faking being blue,.. sad,...

how sad can one really be,....?

i need my bed now,....werid dreams everyone,...

see saw

2005-07-10T20:03:00.000+08:00

,........

,..,..

life is like a see-saw,...up and down ,..up and down ,..up and down,..up and down,..up and down,..up and down,...up and down,...up and down,..up and down,.up and down,..up and down,...........up and down,.... just,...UP and DOWN,.....

up and down,...up and down,....

needs more jogging,..really really really,....let me jogggg,....

back to the future,...^_^

2005-07-09T16:01:00.000+08:00

la vie en rose ,...^_^

La musique par Louiguy
Les paroles par Edith Piaf

Des yeux qui font baiser les miens,
Un rire qui se perd sur sa bouche,
Voila le portrait sans retouche
De l'homme auquel j'appartiens

Quand il me prend dans ses bras
Il me parle tout bas,
Je vois la vie en rose.

Il me dit des mots d'amour,
Des mots de tous les jours,
Et ca me fait quelque chose.

Il est entre dans mon coeur
Une part de bonheur
Dont je connais la cause.

C'est lui pour moi. Moi pour lui
Dans la vie,
Il me l'a dit, l'a jure pour la vie.

Et des que je l'apercois
Alors je sens en moi
Mon coeur qui bat

Des nuits d'amour a ne plus en finir
Un grand bonheur qui prend sa place
Des enuis des chagrins, des phases
Heureux, heureux a en mourir.

Quand il me prend dans ses bras
Il me parle tout bas,
Je vois la vie en rose.

Il me dit des mots d'amour,
Des mots de tous les jours,
Et ca me fait quelque chose.

Il est entre dans mon coeur
Une part de bonheur
Dont je connais la cause.

C'est toi pour moi. Moi pour toi
Dans la vie,
Il me l'a dit, l'a jure pour la vie.

Et des que je l'apercois
Alors je sens en moi
Mon coeur qui bat

another version

Hold me close and hold me fast.
This magic spell you cast;
this is la vie en rose.

When you kiss me, heaven sighs.
And though I close my eyes
I see la vie en rose.

When you press me to your heart,
I'm in a world apart.
A world where roses bloom.

And when you speak,
angels fly from above.
Everyday words seem to turn
into love songs.

Give your heart and soul to me.
Babe, it's gonna be
La vie en rose.

Mmm, when you press me to your heart,
I'm in a world apart.
A world where roses bloom.

And when you speak,
angels fly from above.
Everyday words seem to turn
into love songs.

Give your heart, your soul to me.
Babe, it's gonna be
La vie en rose.

Des yeux qui font baiser les miens,
Un rire qui se perd sur sa bouche,
Voila le portrait sans retouche
De l'homme auquel j'appartiens

Quand il me prend dans ses bras
Il me parle tout bas,
Je vois la vie en rose.

Il me dit des mots d'amour,
Des mots de tous les jours,
Et ca me fait quelque chose.

Il est entre dans mon coeur
Une part de bonheur
Dont je connais la cause.

C'est lui pour moi. Moi pour lui
Dans la vie,
Il me l'a dit, l'a jure pour la vie.

Et des que je l'apercois
Alors je sens en moi
Mon coeur qui bat